tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70368124554068247622012-02-17T09:16:01.120+08:00顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.comBlogger471100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-48388720682402258762011-09-25T11:05:00.001+08:002011-09-25T11:05:27.674+08:00今早，从一位朋友，得知~<br />她最近和一位男生很熟，很多次单独吃饭。<br />还听说，已经走了一个礼拜。<br />我，很难相信，也接受不到。<br />我，到底哪里不好？<br />我，很难过。<br />为什么每当我对爱情认真的时候，它就不会迁就我，为什么要玩我？<br />我很累。<br />我很想不想想，可是我还是再一直想。<br />我很难受。<br />我该怎么办？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-4838872068240225876?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-5173660094913299612011-09-24T12:43:00.000+08:002011-09-24T15:00:11.718+08:00我要把，我做的梦，写在我的部落。<br />不然，我会把这意义的梦给忘了。<br />那是一个很甜蜜的梦。<br />是我，和她的梦。<br /><br />我驾车，要载她去一个地方，至于什么地方，已经开始迷糊了。<br />可是，我们迷路了。<br />当时，我也不知如何是好。<br />就下车去问附近的人。<br />可是，我去问了很久，很久，很久。<br />让她一个女孩呆在车上。<br />我也一直找不到人问。<br />我当时很惭愧，一到车，只见她不知手拿着电话，似在按些什么，模糊了，记不起。<br />我一上车，就一直和她说对不起。<br />可是，刹那间，她突然拥抱我。<br />紧紧的拥抱我，而我们没说话，就停留在那时刻。<br />过后，我也继续开车了，也到达了目的地。<br />下车之前，我再一次问她，向她表白我的心意。<br />好开心啊！她点头答应了。<br />我真的真的很开心，真的。<br />我们很甜蜜！<br />可是，那只是在我一瞬间的梦里。<br />醒来过后，再美的梦，也就这样消失结束。<br />一切又回到原点。<br /><br />最近这几天，一直会梦到她。<br />可能我一直在想着她。<br />我发觉我真的很在乎她。<br />每当她要去哪里，我都会把她优先帮他载她。<br />我也真的很想陪她，哪怕一秒也好，静静呆在她旁边也好。<br />也许这样，让我很多期待，但也只能等待。<br />她是我第一个追求的女生。<br />我又不知如何表达。<br />但却担心让她对我有恐惧。<br /><br />我的这个梦，能够成真吗？<br /><br /><br />我希望，她会点头。真的希望~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-517366009491329961?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-71122641214046753352011-09-23T01:13:00.000+08:002011-09-23T01:13:22.279+08:00狗不会瘦，因为它不会思念。人会瘦，因为他思念别人·.<div>今天，我我去秤了体重，结果又掉了2kg。</div><div>最近，情绪又回到不稳定。</div><div>总是胡思乱想，不知在担心什么。</div><div>我自认，我的EQ不高。</div><div>但我却不能因此而改变。</div><div>是我懦弱吗？</div><div>还是我想太多？</div><div>难道我就是这么伤不起吗？</div><div>每当遇到感情上的问题，我总是如此无助。</div><div>每当遇到感情上的失败，我就是如此不乐。</div><div>朋友说了，我的天空，不再是蓝色了，就似乌云密布。</div><div>像告诉大家今天天空不再是无边无际的白云。</div><div>我到底该怎么做呢？</div><div>我已彻底迷失方向。</div><div>希望我能回到从前的那个我。</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7112264121404675335?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-38990834534337101312011-09-11T21:57:00.003+08:002011-09-11T21:57:42.988+08:0010/9/2011，我不知道，我以什么状态去驾车~<br />结果，不小心，撞了前面的车~<br />的确，是我的错~<br />前方车停下来时，我不知我的心，在想什么，就没刹车，直接撞下去~<br />‘嘣’的一声，我顿时像梦中清醒~<br />惨了~知道自己出大祸了~<br />我当时也不知如何是好~<br />对方一直向我敲诈~<br />还好，我舅舅，和我爸爸，来帮我解决~<br />从警察局回家后，我很伤心~<br />直接躲在房间哭泣~<br />我当时怕到了~<br />很无助，真的很想有人安慰~<br />我舅舅，上楼来安慰我~<br />一直安抚我~<br />21岁了，我好像是个长不大的小孩，需要人家的安抚~<br />舅舅和我说了很多经历，不停地让我安定下来~<br />我也很觉得对不起我家人，尤其是我亲爱的爸爸~<br />他很冷静，帮我解决一切事情，也出钱帮我还了不必要的花费，更出钱帮我修车~<br />他知道我隔天需要驾车上KL读书，就直接把车送去车厂，希望来得及~<br />爸爸做的一切，却说出没半句责备我的话~<br />这让我更内疚，更不好过~<br />我好傻~为什么我会这样撞下去~<br />我太不专心~<br />我脑袋在想什么？<br />我不敢驾车~<br />隔天，我决定踏巴士上KL，我需要一段时间让我克服恐惧~<br />这次是小车祸，如果在高速大道这样开车，我岂不是没命？<br />可是有些事，不是说不要想就不要~<br />我无法控制~<br />现在回到大学了，我也希望，能够让我自己真正平静~<br />我希望，我会好过~~<br />最近，我做了很多第一次~<br />而这次，是我第一次车祸~<br />我会永远记得~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-3899083453433710131?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-14332832493040519542011-09-10T00:30:00.005+08:002011-09-10T12:34:42.826+08:00阴影？<div>她有她的阴影，我也有我的阴影~</div><div>阴影是无形的~</div><div>对我来说，阴影并不能忘掉，却只能遮盖掩饰~</div><div>这一切，都是时间的变化~</div><div>时间过得越久，本身经历事情也多了，自己的阴影也随之淡化~</div><div>但并不排除我们能够忘掉阴影~</div><div>我相信，只有对的人，才能让我们重新走出来~</div><div>多大的阴影，也只不过是过去事~</div><div><br /></div><div>我相信，她会是我的对象，她会是我对的人~</div><div>我是怎么认识她的呢？</div><div>说起来，也很有趣吧~</div><div>是她的一位学姐，也是我的同乡朋友，介绍给我，叫我去add她~</div><div>我还记得，她approve我的时候，还会主动问我，“你懂我是谁吗？”</div><div>觉得很特别~通常，一般人会发，你是谁，不然就不睬你~</div><div>过后我记得，我就回答，“哦~我乱乱加人。”</div><div>就这样，我们开始聊天了~</div><div>直到我们第一次见面，就是交换书的那天~</div><div>过后再一起出去的日子~</div><div>我都一一记得~</div><div>她伤心的时候，总是不会说出来~</div><div>但，不懂是哪里的力量，就我会感觉出她在伤心~</div><div>口说一些事情，我就知道她有问题~</div><div>但我知道她并不像让大家知道她脆弱的一面~</div><div>我知道后，我也不拆穿她，我知道，她需要认同~</div><div>我会尽力去逗她，让她开心~</div><div>直到她要下线，再送她一句，不要想太多，一切会变好~</div><div>我们没有一直传手机短讯，也就只有上网聊聊天~</div><div>每当看到她在线上，我会显得很开心~</div><div>但有时，我不敢找她，怕会让她觉得，我是一直很烦的苍蝇~</div><div>就一直看着，直到她下线，我也就下线~</div><div>有时，就算我再累也好，我也宁愿陪她聊天，直到她下线，我也安心~</div><div>总觉得，她是一位，女强人，就学业很优秀~</div><div>但有时，知道她读书很辛苦，却能说自己没事，我知道她很压力~</div><div>我唯有送她一句，“dun worry,be happy”，让她好过~</div><div>她说她怕寂寞，我愿意牺牲我回乡时间，刻意陪她~</div><div>和她在一起，我仿佛回到自在的我~</div><div>我曾经告诉自己，我不相信爱情~</div><div>她的出现，让我知道，真正的爱情，是存在的~</div><div>坦白说，我也曾想过放弃追求她~</div><div>因为我很怕受到伤害~阴影嘛~</div><div>我不是一个会表达爱意的人~</div><div>我以为以我的行动，能够打动一位女生的心~</div><div>我担心我是一厢情愿，但却控制不了自己对她的爱意~</div><div>我曾经想过很多告白计划，可是我却没做到~</div><div>我确少勇气，因为我重来没像任何女生告白过~</div><div>那时的告白，是我一生中，以最大的勇气，最长的时间，去准备，去表示~</div><div>前天的告白，确实吓了她~</div><div>可是还是不成功~</div><div>她说她还放不下阴影~</div><div>她说她需要勇气~</div><div>我明白~</div><div><br /></div><div>今晚，没看到你在线上，不知是不是你刻意离线，还是逃避我，还是你在忙着~</div><div>我不知道能怎么办~</div><div><br /></div><div>我的心声，你能看到吗？</div><div>我不会再纠缠了~</div><div><div>我会等下去~</div><div>我愿意陪她走过她的阴影，她的恐惧~</div><div>我愿意成为她的男人，让她开心~</div><div>我愿意，等待那个答案~</div><div>我不会放弃~</div><div><br /></div><div>因为，</div><div>我对你有感觉~</div></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1433283249304051954?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-53331441443400737602011-09-08T01:24:00.002+08:002011-09-08T01:35:24.295+08:009月7日，晚上，我和一位女生，告白~<div>可是，算被拒绝了~</div><div>这可是我生平中，第一次，像一位我喜欢的女生告白~</div><div>我不会表达，也缺少勇气~</div><div>虽然最后还是很艰难的鼓起勇气，得到的，是让我失望痛分的答案~</div><div>我很怕接受失败~</div><div>可是我只能默然接受这个答案~</div><div>心里不好过，却不能做什么~</div><div>我，真的不好吗？</div><div>我真的好失落，却要假装没事~</div><div>心里一直往下沉淀，却伪装自己漂浮在表面~</div><div>老实说，认识她一年，我真的都她动心~</div><div>今晚的夜里，我知道我会睡不着了~也很难呼吸~</div><div>我，失败了~~~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-5333144144340073760?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-14304164515496892342011-05-06T22:40:00.001+08:002011-05-06T23:00:28.575+08:00老实说，我，怀疑了，真爱的存在...<div>很多事情，不是我们想象中的那么简单...</div><div>很多事情，不是我们想象中的那么美好...</div><div>经历了两次失败的爱情...</div><div>我真的有点累了...</div><div>看见许多情侣都能甜甜蜜蜜，幸福的在一起...</div><div>在那瞬间，我觉得，他们之前的确有真爱....</div><div>可是我，却没有...</div><div>是我太渴望爱情吗？</div><div>或许，我一早就被爱情淘汰了...</div><div>不是我不相信真爱，而是它根本不曾出现在我身上...</div><div>让我产生怀疑...</div><div>或许，我只能拥有，家人的爱....</div><div>家人的爱，让我勇敢的活下去...</div><div>家人的爱，让我继续奋斗下去...</div><div>我很爱我的家人....</div><div>他们给的爱，是无限，也不断...</div><div>家人，让我很温暖........</div><div>然而，心中有一小部分，还是觉得很空虚.....</div><div>回忆过去，着空虚的确不存在...</div><div>一年了.....我不是想象中的美好....</div><div>过去，也只能回忆...</div><div>回忆，也挽回不了什么...</div><div>一段回忆，不难淡去，却让我忘怀...</div><div>前天，朋友在我面子书发现我和一位女生的照片...</div><div>顿时，真的生气....我不是洗完了吗？</div><div>心中的怒火，突然燃起....</div><div>可是，我的确有悲伤....</div><div>如果，人，能选择忘掉悲伤的过去，我就不会这么激动....</div><div>我没有回心意转...</div><div>只是，忘不了之前的事....然我产生疑惑，恐惧....</div><div>写着封贴，的确，心情是有点低落....</div><div><br /></div><div>我不是不要相信真爱，是它没让我相信过....</div><div>空虚，何时能够被填补?</div><div><br /></div><div>到此....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1430416451549689234?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-85449488804747519812011-04-05T22:36:00.002+08:002011-04-05T22:46:33.953+08:00好久没有理我这个部落了...<div>不好意思，都是我的惰性不改，懒得再写下我的点点滴滴...</div><div>现在的我，还不是一样...</div><div>没有改变太大啦...</div><div>还是单身...</div><div>还在读书...</div><div>总之，就没变多少...</div><div>最近，压力开始大了点...</div><div>很多作业都在想我微笑着...</div><div>不是普通的微笑，而是笑里藏刀吧？哈哈...</div><div>再不到一个月，又要末期考试了...</div><div>不知不觉，第一年的大学生涯就要结束...</div><div>当中有苦有乐....</div><div>至于，在大学里，有没有物色到对象？</div><div>其实，算有吧....</div><div>只是，我不懂要怎样开始...</div><div>也不懂要怎样说出口....</div><div>可能，我自己都还没真正准备吧？</div><div>不知道...走一步，算一步....</div><div>要继续赶assignment了...</div><div>今天不多说，因为不想回忆过去...</div><div>往后，我会再重新开启我的部落...</div><div>等着我哦....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-8544948880474751981?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-51477103383203672632010-08-23T16:38:00.012+08:002010-08-24T21:56:09.914+08:00终于，八月二十二日...到了...<br />的确，那天，真的很忧郁...<br />考完了试，就一个人到处流荡...<br />作了好多一个人的事情....<br /><br />当天，没有朋友陪伴...<br />孤单的我，背了一个书包...在吉隆坡这个大城市，到处走...<br />仿佛自己是来自孤单北半球...<br />到一个陌生，又不熟悉的地方...走过国家体育馆...<br />想起，今天好像有饥饿30活动哦..<br />其实，我好喜欢参与类似康乐活动...<br />就算饥饿都好，却能够把你的烦恼丢出云霄外...<br />让自己轻松快乐起来，也能认识好多朋友...<br />想起来...最后一次参加这个活动好像是3年前吧...<br />下一次，我一定要参加！我一定要疯狂开心！<br /><br />过后，自己一个人去吃麦当劳...<br />我曾经跟朋友说过...<br />吃麦当，会很开心的...<br />因为麦当先生永远微笑着...<br />M字形，代表全部人的笑容...<br />吃了，就会笑...是真的吗？<br />当天，我真的去尝试...<br />叫了GCB给自己...哈哈..<br />生日，一定要吃好的嘛...<br />不可能又是普通汉堡...又是薯条！！<br />我每次都吃不完薯条的叻...<br />可是，当天，我一个人，怎样都好，都把薯条啃完...<br />我知道，不会有人再帮我吃...<br />看着麦当先生的笑容，我真的好喜欢...<br />问问自己，我多久没有真正的笑了？<br />我最多，只会无奈的，微微笑着...<br /><br />过后，自己一个人，去看了电影...<br />好奇怪吧？我也不知..就突然想一个人看电影..<br />坐在陌生人之间...其他观众，一定觉得奇怪...<br />他们会不会认为，我是来自寂寞边界的一个小村，来到电影院呢？<br />想笑，却不能大笑，觉得会很丢脸...可是，我落泪，自少我自己知道...<br />反正，我落泪的时候，有谁看到呢？<br />男人，到底落泪是好事坏事呢？<br />说到电影，我选择看了一部爱情电影...<br />那就是“恋爱通告”...<br />王力宏主演和主导...<br />电影里的爱情，总是甜蜜美好...每<br />段都可以看到每个情人拥有得到机会的权力...<br />可是我呢，机会都没有....苦苦哀求，还是挽不住...<br />为什么，电影情节，不能会是在我身上呢？<br />谁晓得？事实就是残酷，只是看你如何面对...<br />而我，却选择以悲观心态面对...<br />你们会不会觉得，我好傻？<br />我问我朋友，你们看那部电影，有没有哭？<br />他们回答，从头到尾都是笑戏连连也...<br />可是，我真的有落泪...<br />落泪不是因为感动...<br />落泪因为回忆之前...<br />我们也曾经那样甜蜜过...<br /><br />看完电影.....去了starbucks喝咖啡...<br />选择独自坐在户外，一边喝咖啡，一边沉思...<br />其实说难听，是忧郁...<br />咖啡，根本都不甜...<br />外面热热，喝入喉咙，却是冷冷的....<br />是我心理作用？还是什么？<br />真的，好....忧郁....<br /><br />过后，再去了secret recipe吃蛋糕...<br />我好爱secret recipe的蛋糕！！<br />因为很有感觉！<br />叫了一小片的蛋糕，心里对自己唱着生日快乐，独自许愿....<br />生日当时，一定要有蛋糕吧？哈哈...<br />当然，我也做了礼物给自己，就是两分钟的短片...<br /><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-f76fa7d50af84d01" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" 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bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v23.nonxt8.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Df76fa7d50af84d01%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331670678%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D565EF9BAA5FB0DC9B18710D02A30B3F00B79117D.7FB14D24ED3C8563080870E31C776706DB72C4ED%26key%3Dck1&iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Df76fa7d50af84d01%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DJBKt7Nfs0sEBmRQ1keoR40RMe0Q&autoplay=0&ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /></object><br /><br />承认，歌声有点问题...可是，我好不喜欢一个人唱生日歌...<br />我好不喜欢一个人！<br />真的很不喜欢......................<br />当晚，为什么我打给你的时候你不接我电话？<br />为什么？为什么你不要回答我？<br />你知道，真的很伤心吗？<br />不知道，对吧？你一点也不在乎！！！<br />我算什么？你说啊！！<br />我对自己说过，过了20岁生日，<br />我一定会放下！我答应我的朋友！！<br />这次，是真的！最后一次！！<br />我不会再固执！<br />20岁了，长大了！！我一定行！<br /><br />其实，我的生日，不完全是一个人...<br />当晚，我的同系朋友，买了蛋糕，为我庆祝...<br />我知道，当时，我并不是很enjoy参与那个celebration...<br />可是，有你们，真的很好...<br />结果，自己被盖了蛋糕，还被捉去tiang中aluba...<br />哗...我还要庆祝我的父亲节的喂...<br />大学，有你们真好...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPBsFngKKI/AAAAAAAAAPU/q4tEkwc8KBk/s1600/IMG_4087.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPBsFngKKI/AAAAAAAAAPU/q4tEkwc8KBk/s320/IMG_4087.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508959732370516130" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPBsuPmEBI/AAAAAAAAAPc/ziORIvWY2_8/s1600/IMG_4099.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPBsuPmEBI/AAAAAAAAAPc/ziORIvWY2_8/s320/IMG_4099.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508959743276093458" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />隔天，还以为我的生日就此结束...我的大学死党....<br />邀我去mcd...<br />以为只是纯纯的吃个晚餐...<br />真的没想到，他们既然给我惊喜...真的很感动....真的.....<br />结果，在mcd众多人面前，又被盖一粒蛋糕...哈哈！！那时的脸像狗一样...<br />真正的蛋糕出来了...<br />是一粒水果蛋糕喂！！！<br />好喜欢！真的....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCpG6OI-I/AAAAAAAAAPk/ZRUtmg-Zi30/s1600/23082010183.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCpG6OI-I/AAAAAAAAAPk/ZRUtmg-Zi30/s320/23082010183.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508960780689482722" border="0" /></a>还好只是棉花蛋糕...被cup下去...够力...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCriEW69I/AAAAAAAAAQE/LQHTZJ4wDgg/s1600/23082010196.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCriEW69I/AAAAAAAAAQE/LQHTZJ4wDgg/s320/23082010196.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508960822339496914" border="0" /></a>我好喜欢的水果蛋糕！<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCrJzefQI/AAAAAAAAAP8/7mGJg08Vjv4/s1600/23082010193.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCrJzefQI/AAAAAAAAAP8/7mGJg08Vjv4/s320/23082010193.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508960815826238722" border="0" /></a>好开心，预想不到还有多一个蛋糕...<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCpgtKQUI/AAAAAAAAAPs/UIFXKRwyjkg/s1600/23082010188.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCpgtKQUI/AAAAAAAAAPs/UIFXKRwyjkg/s320/23082010188.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508960787614024002" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCqQ4n-DI/AAAAAAAAAP0/lTecopbzgKs/s1600/23082010189.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPCqQ4n-DI/AAAAAAAAAP0/lTecopbzgKs/s320/23082010189.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508960800547010610" border="0" /></a>我的死党兄弟姐妹！<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">此外，他们还买了汤圆豆腐花给我..<br />好好吃哦！<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPElXrX2pI/AAAAAAAAAQM/uczKyzSZ5-o/s1600/23082010209.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPElXrX2pI/AAAAAAAAAQM/uczKyzSZ5-o/s320/23082010209.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508962915494386322" border="0" /></a>两粒汤圆黏在一起，会让你们，尤其是男生想到什么？知道就静静就好..哈哈！<br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">重点来了！！我的神秘礼物！！<br /><br /></div></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEl4_k8lI/AAAAAAAAAQU/oyQlSom97CY/s1600/IMG_4119.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEl4_k8lI/AAAAAAAAAQU/oyQlSom97CY/s320/IMG_4119.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508962924437500498" border="0" /></a>超级无敌臭豆腐！！！<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">当然，好吃的东西不能一个人独霸嘛！<br />要一起分享！Brother嘛！！！<br />看看他们的样子...<br /><br /></div><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEnHGj3mI/AAAAAAAAAQk/xN7DswWD3dk/s1600/IMG_4128.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEnHGj3mI/AAAAAAAAAQk/xN7DswWD3dk/s320/IMG_4128.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508962945404755554" border="0" /></a>Micheal兄<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEoKvns3I/AAAAAAAAAQs/Gn3m6ZBGggs/s1600/IMG_4132.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEoKvns3I/AAAAAAAAAQs/Gn3m6ZBGggs/s320/IMG_4132.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508962963562148722" border="0" /></a>阿水兄！<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEmpM5VmI/AAAAAAAAAQc/tWDSIZCBnSg/s1600/IMG_4123.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPEmpM5VmI/AAAAAAAAAQc/tWDSIZCBnSg/s320/IMG_4123.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508962937378264674" border="0" /></a>槟城仔！香喷喷哦！<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />再来就是我！！麻坡仔！！<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPGwd4UphI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/DA1lUUtPvYo/s1600/IMG_4133.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/THPGwd4UphI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/DA1lUUtPvYo/s320/IMG_4133.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508965305161131538" border="0" /></a>味道是臭到.....像狗一样！！哇塞！！<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">有他们这帮死党，我会ki siao...哈哈！<br />可是，真的很开心！很感动！好开心！<br /><br />我知道，我不是自己一个人...<br />身边有好多好多的朋友陪着我...<br />今年的生日，我不是一个人！<br />因为，我友好一大帮的朋友陪我！<br />朋友，想说，有你们真的很好...<br />谢谢你们，为我做的一切...<br />真的...<br /><br />过后的日子，我会勇敢，抬起头走下去..<br />我要永不言败，越战越勇！<br />最重要是，我一定要找回自己，找到自己真正的快乐...<br />绝对不能一直活在过去...<br />我一定要为我的明天铺路打算！<br />我一定会是那顶最蓝的天空！<br /><br />一个人的生日，换来一道彩虹，在蓝天上画上一片云彩...<br />一个人的旅途，就开始从新出发！<br />让小鸟，陪你飞翔着...<br />蓝天！加油！<br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:78%;" ><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">To XXXXXX,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">i dunno why u recently no reply my msg...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">i kept waiting waiting...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">is it what i said last time scare u?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">or is it u busy recently?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">or is it u feel i annoying?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">many question appear in my mind...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">haiz...dunno la...</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);font-size:78%;" ><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);">but,i care abt u...</span></span><br /></div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-5147710338320367263?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-50860930904122988012010-08-17T16:23:00.011+08:002010-08-19T20:21:47.797+08:00多五天就快要生日了...<br />今年的生日，可是一个人庆祝..<br />对自己唱生日快乐...<br />对自己许愿...<br />想起往年，有她陪我庆祝...<br />送我衣服，送我喜欢的熊,送我手环...<br />可是如今，没了....<br />记得我们的承诺吗？<br />你说过....我生日当晚，你会给我一个答案，了断...<br />可是，你却把当天当成是你的噩梦来临..<br />我到底做错说错什么？<br />这是你给我的承诺，不是吗？<br />我只需要你的答案，一个了断...<br />我知道，那段爱，已废墟，可是，我还是等你那个最后答案....<br />生日当时，也是我接受最残酷的事实，也是我20年来最悲痛的一次生日...<br />可是，真的是最后一次了....<br />最后一次，痛痛的大哭一场！！<br />男人流泪，到底有没有错？<br />何人可以回答我吗？<br />我是很感触地男生，只怪我脆弱..<br />每当回看我的部落，我都很激动，很难过...<br />我到底做错什么？<br />到现在，我真的很不甘心....<br />为什么说变就变？<br />我好累哦...呵呵...<br />但我知道，了断过后，我不会再执著与你...<br />20岁的那天，我会永远记得，我曾经，这样受伤过....<br /><br />说到生日，不只要面对残酷的事实，还要面对考试....<br />我好怕考试噢....<br />每次都是抱着开开心心进考场的心态，却闷闷不乐出考场...<br />一路来，我都对自己的考试好没信心...<br />尤其是科学科和数学...<br />好压力好紧张...<br />老实说，我不喜欢选择理科...<br />可是，没办法，之后按着头皮去读...<br />进了大学，开始上课，没有一日是睡超过4小时...<br />是睡不着呢？还是什么？我好不晓得...<br />今早凌晨，终于给我感觉到，他的存在...<br />躺在床上，还没正式入眠，突然感觉有人动我的床，感觉有东西躺在我旁边...<br />顿时，一股阴气，让我马上跳起来...<br />那是真实吗？还是我想太多？还是我太累？<br />我不知道....的确，被吓到脸青青...<br />可是，想了想，没必要怕吧...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我做得起，站得正...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">没做亏心事，没什么耿耿于怀....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >最近，认识了某人...</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >带给我好亲切及好熟悉的感觉...</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >觉得，感觉好好噢，聊天的时候...</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >觉得什么都谈得来....</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >可是，日子久了，感觉，我好像渐渐被避开...</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >发了好多短讯，也没回复....</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >我，吓到你了吗？还是，我又做错什么呢？</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >我好怕等待....</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >每时每刻一直注意自己的电话...</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" >哈哈...疯了我...</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:78%;" ><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">回复我，让我知道，你在想什么，好吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 255, 255);">对你，有一点动心...</span><br /><br /></span></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">看了好多朋友们的部落...<br />好开心，好甜蜜的部落...<br />回想起，我好久没有发快乐的贴了...<br />每天都是在说我的心事...<br />没错，我好久没有真正的快乐...<br />我努力在寻找我的快乐...<br />我想回到16岁的蓝天，永远抱着无忧无虑的心情，望着一片蓝蓝的天...<br />我想要快乐...<br />我希望，<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">你</span>会是我另一个快乐的贴....<br /><br />到此...一位受过很深很深的伤害，又渴望爱情，又寻找快乐，又想要成功的男孩，<br /><br />Blue Skyの有故事的人<br /><br /></span><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-5086093090412298801?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-46989210993388563732010-08-10T18:09:00.007+08:002010-08-14T19:04:44.451+08:00好久没写部落...<br />上了大学，什么都忙....<br />但，我慢慢，摆脱了我心里那个结了...<br />我不会再执着不再属于我的爱情...<br />我不会再一直死求挽回那的爱情....<br />我不会再天天注意你的面子书...<br />你有你的生活，我也有我的生活...<br />我，真的很爱你，可是那已经过去，一段逝去的爱...<br />的确，我曾经在大学为你掉眼泪...<br />的确，我曾经为了你而患上忧郁症...<br />的确，我曾经为了你想过要轻生....<br />可是现在，不会再的确...<br />你伤害我，你对我说了难听的话，我不会再在意...<br />可是，我不会再和你做朋友...<br />因为，你曾经是我最爱的人也是伤害我最深的人...<br />朋友说得对，我仿佛跨出一个小圈子...<br />大学里，让我生活更有意义...<br />我伤心难过，有朋友帮我擦泪...<br />我不会把我的部落有你的东西删除，因为那些已经过去没意义...<br />那些贴，就当做是我的回忆，让我知道，因为你，都是你......<br />没有你，我还是会好好活下去...<br />就算我哭，我会告诉自己，这次，真的是我最后一次为你哭....<br />电脑播着一首歌.....<br />就让，我们，成为，最熟悉的陌生人.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-4698921099338856373?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-31971242136582264532010-06-14T16:03:00.003+08:002010-06-14T16:37:19.275+08:00最近，我的心跳时快时慢...<br />全身忽冷忽热...<br />无时无刻会发烧...<br />不能入眠...<br />每晚以泪洗脸...<br />最惨的是，手，最近斗到很厉害...<br />看了医生...<br />医生说，我想太多...太压力...<br />恐怕得了忧郁症...<br />医生问我要不要镇定剂，我家人想不想就说不用...<br />我，为何会这样？<br />很多时候，我尝试放开她...<br />可是，我，做不到...<br />我，好怕星期六和星期天...<br />告诉自己，我会好好过...<br />告诉自己，我条件其实也不差，肯定能找到其他女人...<br />告诉自己，她算什么...<br />告诉自己，我要证明给她看...<br />可是，我想告诉自己，我什么都不是...<br />我，以为，我能做到...<br />我每晚都不能睡觉...<br />一入眠，我会梦到她...<br />我好怕....<br />夜深了，却不能找她，躲在角落，抱着枕头哭泣...<br />我，真的不想这样子...<br />我不想这样子的生活...<br />神，告诉我，我该怎么做，才能放下呢？<br />给我路，好吗？<br />我想过自己的快乐生活...<br />我不要像经神病患，靠着药生活...<br />可是，我真的无法克制自己...<br />我好不想这样的我...<br />我，真的很怕，很怕一切...<br />很怕梦，很怕睡觉，很怕家人朋友叫我放弃...<br />很怕看到家人为我操心，很怕我自己....<br />神，求求你，让我走过，好吗？<br />很辛苦，我真的很辛苦...<br />我很爱她，我真的很爱她...<br />可是，她却给不了我...<br />为什么...<br />为什么我之前会是这样...<br />不能好好珍惜...<br />等到失去了，知错了，改过了，却得不到了...<br />为什么她不能再放心给我机会...<br />心里的痛...也留给自己...<br />欣儿，我在等你....<br />我会好好过...<br />我等你...<br />欣儿，你知道我的心里话吗？<br />你看到吗？！！<br />欣儿...我会在这里等你...<br /><br />淑恬，很感谢你，一直听我哭，陪我...<br />虽然我之前伤害过你，你却没放在心上...<br />你一直陪我，关心我，安慰我...<br />可是，我却一直让你失望，每次打给你也只是听我哭...<br />你真的很好...<br />淑恬，想说，你变了...<br />变了更成熟了...<br />真的很感激你，就算半夜四点，你也接我电话听我痛苦...<br />答应你，好吗，就算是快乐，我也会和你分享...<br />答应你，好吗，我会好好走下去...<br />我会克服忧郁症...<br />我会用我的意志力，战胜一切...<br />我要越做越勇...<br />淑恬，真心，感谢你，做我的朋友...<br />欣儿，我爱你的心，始终不变...<br />欣儿，我爱你...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-3197124213658226453?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-52606367606716610932010-06-11T10:43:00.003+08:002010-06-11T11:17:39.748+08:00一个月了...<br />我还是还没能放开她...<br />我还在等吗？我好模糊...<br />我好累...好累...<br />最近都很晚很晚睡觉...睡也只四五个小时...<br />因为，当我很累很累的时候，我就能够少做到她的梦...<br />我很怕做梦...什么梦都可以...就是不要有她的梦...<br />可是为什么我还是会梦到她...<br />梦到她给我机会，梦到我们又在一起...很真实，很高兴...<br />可是这只是梦，醒来之后，整个人又忧郁...<br />现实里，我还有权利得那个机会吗？<br />还有机会吗？<br />可不可以让我好好睡一觉？<br />可不可以？<br />我真的不想骗我自己，我很久没有发自内心的笑...<br />已经不一样感觉...<br />我对她，又爱又恨....<br />她根本不知道我的痛...<br />她说她经历过，可是那却不是我经历的那种...<br />别以为你什么都知道，好不好？<br />机会，我还能奢望吗？<br /><br />最近，为了不让自己想太多，一直和朋友，同事出去...<br />我们有说有笑....<br />聊到很夜...<br />说实在的，我不想回家...<br />回到家怕又会克制不住自己....<br />朋友，家人，同事，陪了我很多...<br />和他们聊天，我可以暂时抛开一切....<br />他们有些还单身...<br />可是他们从来不太渴望爱情...<br />他们怎么做到的？他们也被爱情受伤过吗？<br />或许吧...<br />有时，自己的性格，要别人批评后，才能觉悟...<br />有时，批评后，却不能得到机会，那是最伤的...<br />不管怎样，我一直在改自己...<br />脾气方面，我觉得，我做到了...<br />我朋友也觉得...<br />情绪方面，还需要继续改善...<br />不管怎样，我要做到，我的改善计划...<br />我要证明给你看，你说的，一点都不正确...<br />人，是可以改....<br />我要做给大家看....<br /><br />大学快公布了...<br />不知会中哪里呢？<br />我好想马上离开麻坡....<br />这里的一切，太多熟悉，太多回忆...<br />你也要回来了吧？<br />唉....我们何时才能谈我们两人的事呢？<br />我还有机会吗？<br />我还要等她吗？<br />等.....<br />等.....<br />等.....<br />等.....<br />等.....<br />会！！！我还是坚持等她！！<br />我还会执著着我的执著....<br />因为我心里只有陈欣儿...<br />我会做到，我承诺自己的事....<br />我会正面看待事情....<br />我会等....<br />我不能和她说我等她...<br />可是我要在这里让陌生人知道...<br />我，还是在等着她...<br />欣儿，等你的心，始终不变...<br />别觉得我疯狂，觉得我无聊...<br />因为，我爱你，就是爱你....<br />请你，让我，得梦境，成真...<br />我好期待着一切的发生....<br />你是我的唯一.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-5260636760671661093?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-5240290780969823932010-05-31T11:44:00.003+08:002010-05-31T12:28:31.654+08:00告诉自己，一定要好好过...<br />告诉自己，一定要改变自己...<br />告诉自己，一定要控制自己...<br />可是，有些时候，我还是会觉得很无助，很辛苦...<br />就好像染上毒瘾...<br /><br />我好怕拜六礼拜...<br />尤其是我一个人的时候...<br />思想，不在我控制之中...<br />觉得自己不是我...<br />笑，也不是发自内心...<br />面对家人，我会说话...因为，我不想让家人担心我..<br />面对朋友，我不说感情事，因为，我很固执，他们都说不住我，就车大炮，哈哈大笑，也只是一时...<br />告诉自己，不能哭，可是，我真的很想大哭一场...<br /><br />许多人，要我放弃，说不值得，我真的做不到...<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">就算不值得，我也会坚决</span>...<br />有时，真的觉得很累很辛苦...<br />一直想着辅导师的话..<br />至少，还有起作用，让我能判断我接下来该做的事...<br />情绪方面，我真在努力在改....<br />她说，<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;">一位男人绝对不可能因为一位女人而改变</span>...<br />俗人说，江山易改，本性难移...<br />我绝对不同意....<br />我一定会改着我的情绪....<br />改着我的态度...<br /><br />回想起来，我其中一个问题，就是我的驾驶态度...<br />之前，我很感性的驾驶，不能控制情绪...<br />我驾驶已有三年...<br />是时候，要改善了...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">我会从我驾驶态度下手</span>...<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">我要充实自己,让她觉得我有安全感</span>...<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">我要振作...做个成熟长大的男人</span>...<br />因为，我的心，始终只有她，欣儿...<br />有时，觉得写在这里，很没意义...因为她也看不到...<br />有时，也很想希望她能看到...<br />可是，我还是决定，写给自己，和陌生人分享...记载我的人生旅途，我的过程...<br />我会把我的改变，我的心情，我的一切写在这里...<br />就算她不会看到，也没关系....<br />真心希望，她会发现我的改变...<br />我不再懦弱，我会振作，我会改变...<br />唯一一件事，就是，我会坚持我的坚决...<br />欣儿，我还是要强调...<br />我会改变自己，哪方面都好，我一定会更长大，更理性...<br />因为，我愿意接受你的一切，接受你的家人，接受你的性格...<br />让你有个依靠，有盏灯为你发亮...<br />或许之前我做不到，一直很自私...<br />可是，如有机会，我一定顺着你...一定会更理性的做你男友...<br />因为，我明白了一句话...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">当你顺着一个人的时候，你也会发现，其实对方也会顺着你</span>...<br />我会做到，顺着周围的每个人，还有你...<br />欣儿，我是真的爱着你，坚持地等着你...一直........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-524029078096982393?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-73957418879059813792010-05-27T00:52:00.003+08:002010-05-27T01:48:53.797+08:00请你，花个三分钟，看看这部短片...<br />记得，把我的音乐暂停，把音量开到最大声...<br />它没有华文字幕，但，请大家用心观赏...<br /><br /><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-df23e5efeeade165" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"><param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v17.nonxt5.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Ddf23e5efeeade165%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331670678%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D71AD2D539375F51569A4BC4969F2D6C3F792ABAB.64FF01D4D59AF31E190276B24805F4FB52D809D6%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Ddf23e5efeeade165%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3D6nbASz1Hlq0gRzFGegoSSB8ADME&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" 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No!<br /><br />But if I fail, I try again, and again and again…<br /><br />but I just want you to know that it’s not the end. It matters how you gonna finish. Are you gonna finish strong?<br /><br />And you will find that strength to get back up…like this…<br /><br />当他重新起来的那一刻，我顿时，流泪了...<br />他的精神，真的让我很惭愧...<br />况且，我是无缺陷的人...<br />几天前的我，因为一些波折...<br />使到整个人没有神，自暴自弃，不能抬头，一直过着忧郁生活...<br />十多天不吃又不喝，整天让身边的人担心...<br />折磨自己...<br />我还算什么呢？<br /><br />我真的很惭愧...<br />我不该这样，我该拿得起放得下...<br />我是平常人，上天给我完美的身体，我确折磨自己，何苦呢...<br />看了这个短片后，原来，人生有起起落落...<br />哪里失败，就重那里站起来...<br />一直试，不放弃...<br />直到成功为止...<br /><br />人生，其实也多样化，让美好的事给我们开心快乐...<br />人生，也就像波浪，起起伏伏，有了冲进，才有动力...<br />人生，其实可以很美好，看你怎样对待自己的观念...<br />人生，可以从别人，吸气我们真正的快乐，让自己生活自在...<br />人生，其实还有很多，我会一直思考...这只是一小部分..<br />因为，人生绝不能放弃...<br /><br />欣儿，人生观念，我正在慢慢学习...<br />您知道吗？<br />学习，不只是为了您，也为了我周围的所有人...<br />我已经慢慢学习改变，因为，我想追求我的梦想，我的唯一...<br />您应该不会看到吧？<br />因为，等你的当儿，我学习放开，学习人生，学习自己的弱处...<br />没关系...改变，不需要证明...希望，你能看到...<br /><br />朋友们，愿意分享你们的人生观念吗？<br />愿意给我意见吗？<br />分享一下你们的感想...<br />让我们为人生，充实自己，创造更美好的自己...<br />因为，我也想，让自己更充实，更美好...<br />谢谢大家...为我们的人生万岁...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7395741887905981379?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-14197950864133620912010-05-23T10:27:00.000+08:002010-05-23T11:03:31.602+08:00昨天下午，我又让她恐惧了...<br />活该的我，为什么还是控制不了自己，不是说好了，要冷静吗？<br />现在，她不理我了...<br />她说，她明白我的痛，她是过来人...<br />可是，她真的知道吗？<br />我不是爱上别人啊...真的很辛苦很痛...<br />或许，我还是不明白她的感受吧...<br />她说了很多很多我之前的错，对她的不好..<br />我承认...可是，我不想辩多，因为，我知道自己的缺点，努力在改过...<br />太迟了吗？我也是有优点...难道，优点永远小过缺点吗？<br />可能是我想太多，可能是我还不明白...<br />现在的我...已经分不清什么该想，什么不该想..<br />我试着了解自己，重新想一遍...可能，从中能够找到我需要的吧...<br />当然，我也是有失控的时候...<br />无法否认，九个晚上，我没睡好...<br />无时无刻梦到你，起来就留眼泪，睡不着...<br />想找你，却不能...<br />很想放开自己的时候，思想却不允许我...<br />每个晚上，一个人的时候，我也是心里沉重...<br />多希望你能回复我...可是，我没有资格要求什么了...<br />是我当时不珍惜...<br />人，还是要过日子，时间，真的会是最好的良药吗？<br />我好期待，我做回自己...<br />有很多人，一直陪着我，其中，是之前的她...<br />当初离开她，的确，她很伤心...<br />当时，她心脏有孔...<br />可是，她依然渡过...<br />她教我如何渡过，重头抬起头...<br />可是，我让她失望，听不进...<br />人生，就不该活得这么凄惨...<br />我会振作...<br />她，应该不会想到我的部落...<br />如果还能，我希望，我能把我的心声，不只写在这里，我也想亲自告诉她...<br />因为，只有告诉你，我才能把捏在自己的心事发出来...<br />或许，以前没这样想，可是，现在，我真的希望，能够告诉你..<br />一个人，心里很沉重，真的很辛苦...<br />欣儿，经过昨天，我告诉自己，我这次一定会好...<br />一定...一定会...<br />我的部落，也只有陌生人知道，<br />她不会看到..<br />可是，我会把我的真实日记，说出来...<br />多希望，你能够看到我的改变...别不理我...<br />欣儿，我会一直等你...<br />等你的当儿，我会放开自己...<br /><br />为全新的我，加油打气吧...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1419795086413362091?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-7377275805507159992010-05-22T09:22:00.000+08:002010-05-22T09:35:34.906+08:00七个晚上了，没有一天是能睡好的...<br />昨晚，我又忍不住地哭泣...<br />有时，我真的很无助...<br />她可以当作什么事都没发生过，却不给我机会...<br />我已经渐渐变得憔悴了...<br />七个晚上了，自己双倍的痛苦，一直缠留在我心中，喘不过了...<br />告诉自己，我会好好的...<br />可是我也是有很无助的时候..<br />你已经不能像从前这样了...<br />我真的很伤心...<br />伤心到没能吃，没能睡，没能提起劲...<br />一个机会，就这么难给吗？<br />我已经得到惩罚了，难道还是没资格得到机会吗？<br />我累了...累快干了...<br />很多人要我放开她，不值得...<br />难道我真的要这样？<br />欣儿，就算全世界的人要我放弃你，我都会坚决地等着你...<br />你说你要时间，不是没机会...<br />几年都好...我都会在这里，一直等着你，一直爱着你...<br />感谢那些关心我的家人和朋友...<br />我会尽量去好好...<br />欣儿，你有看到我写的东西吗？<br />我等你，一直等你...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-737727580550715999?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-27155835810892998252010-05-21T09:21:00.000+08:002010-05-21T09:46:20.976+08:00五月十四日晚上，<br />她，跟我提分手..我很不甘心...<br />很伤很伤，用尽所有方法挽留她，却没办法...和他在一起。<br />一年又四十六天，曾经甜蜜过...<br />可是我却伤了她的心，没有陪她，没有了解她的心，种种不成熟的举动...<br />分手后的我，的确崩溃了...<br />六天没睡好，梦到她，会爬起来，独自在角落哭...<br />吃也没吃好，一天的食量，却少过一餐的食量，吃了还吐...<br />此时，怎个人忧郁起来，家人，朋友，甚至她的家人，都很担心我...<br />我失去了我自己的斗志，失去了我的目标，失去了我的灵魂，<br />怎个人，就像一艘船，沉进大海里，再也找不回自己...<br />有时想放下，吃了很多panadol，却还是不能控制我对她的冲动...<br />朋友每个劝我，安慰我，我却听不进...<br />每天都以泪洗脸，不管是家人，朋友，她的家人，同事，看了都心酸...<br /><br />五月十八日晚上，<br />我去了她家，和她爸妈聊天...<br />她爸说了很多人生道理给我听...<br />做人要乐观...<br />做人要积极，不能消极...<br />做人要先了解自己，在了解别人...<br />对，他说了没错，我太悲观，可是，我还是无法松懈自己...<br />心里感到很重..<br />我对她，是真心的...<br />六天的夜里，一直在深思着我的过错，我知错了...真的知错了...<br />可是，却太迟了...<br />隔天，老板找我聊...<br />他，问我人生重大问题...<br />我活着是为了什么...<br />我真的打不出....<br />他要我花几天时间去想，在给她答案...<br />这个问题，此刻松开了我心里的结...<br />他说了很多佛理，我看到了一些曙光...<br /><br />我会振作，我会对自己更好...<br />我会一直等你...<br />我会做给大家看..<br />我要做全新的蔡顺升..<br />我会一直等你...<br />你看得出我的真心吗？<br />希望你也会是等我的那一位...<br />欣儿，我对你的爱不会停止...<br />我会等你...一直等你...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-2715583581089299825?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-3776101078441215572010-05-11T22:47:00.000+08:002010-05-11T22:57:45.051+08:00久违了，我熟悉的部落。<br />久违了，我的心情之窗。<br />接近一年了，我重新踏上你。<br />一年里，发生了很多事。<br />以为有了女友，就不需要部落。<br />可是，你究竟是我最好的心情之窗，也是我唯一的空间。<br />忘了部落的密码，今天突然好奇一个一个试，终于给我开到了。<br />或许是你知道我心里的困处，让我再一次接近你。<br />我有很多话，想说。<br />假如你是人，会听我诉苦，会给我意见，会安慰我，那会是最完美的了。<br />可惜，每人能明明白白我的心，每人接近我，没有朋友。<br />我的部落，我会把我的心情，再次泻在你身上。我需要你。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-377610107844121557?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-73390468275409015402009-07-02T16:04:00.000+08:002009-07-02T16:26:39.993+08:00蓝天，又闯祸了。<br />明明爱着对方，却做出伤害她的事。<br />她电话不见了。<br />身为她男友的我，第一时间不是安慰她，而是紧张她的电话。<br />我错了。我犯了打错。<br />我不是一个好人。<br />我在紧张什么？<br />我很在乎。<br />我怕，我再也联络不了你。<br />我怕，没有你，我会不自在。<br />我怕，没人陪我。<br />这一却都是我自私的想法。<br />我根本没有理她的感受，反而在她心里刺了一针。<br />回家路上，一直流泪到家，在想，我真的很过分。<br />我不配是一个好男友，一直后悔着，直到现在。<br />你在我手上，画了你的心给我，我不敢把它洗脱。<br />你说，你把你的心交给我，让我给你心跳得更快。<br />可是，我却让你心灰意冷。<br />我很爱你，可是，我却一直伤害你。<br />我很后悔，很后悔。<br />你说我一直不开心。<br />没错，这几天我真的开心不起来，每天忧郁着。<br />朋友说，我变了，<br />从一个开朗活泼的男生，变成闷闷不乐的男孩。<br />我跟朋友说过，哪天我们真的出事了，造成一切事情，都是因我而起。<br />我很怕，我不要离开你。真的很怕。<br />我真的很爱你。<br />我很难受，眼泪一直在流。<br />我不敢在你面前哭，我不要影响你。<br />人家说，男人不该流眼泪，可是，现在的我，一直哭着，忏悔着。<br />欣儿，对不起。<br />我错了。<br />我爱你。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7339046827540901540?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-4204833011259419372009-06-18T21:11:00.000+08:002009-06-18T21:20:33.280+08:00最近，我真的感到很压力。<br />心里有很多事，忧郁着我。<br />我很想把我的事一一写在网路，好让我能松口气。<br />可是，我真的不敢。<br />怕她看了，会特别难过。<br />可能这还会影响我们的感情。<br />三个月了，我真的很爱你。<br />可是我的情绪，却一直在作祟。<br />可是我真的没有别的管道来诉说我的感受了。<br />而你也觉得累，反而只会伤到你。<br />我最近对每件是都感到很悲观。<br />觉得自己什么都不是，什么都不好。<br />考试快到了。 <br />我也真的很怕很压力。<br />我也很好胜，自以为是。<br />可是最后失败的确是我。<br />她很厉害。<br />说真的，我真的很自卑。<br />我再努力，也觉得自己做不够好。<br />我很怕去你班，说真的。<br />我一直望着你，看你很认真的在做功课，温习功课。<br />顿时，我觉得自己很压力。<br />我不敢坐靠近你，因为我会不知所措。<br />我不是不喜欢你做功课还是温习功课。<br />只是我只会觉得，自己缺少什么，让自己变得很渺小，很悲观。<br />我很自私。真的。就很自私。<br />数学补习功课，我很尽力去作，也能作完。<br />可是，或许别人会以为我是抄来的。<br />也这样，没人要跟我借去参考。<br />我不敢跟你借功课。<br />因为我很怕。<br />我也不敢问你功课。<br />为什么我会这样？<br />压力的感觉，顿时让我开心不起来。<br />而她也慢慢察觉到，也知道我在想什么。<br />可是我这样真的让她难受，我也意识到自己会伤害到她。<br />我不敢，可是也不能压抑自己。<br />我说过我会改，可是，为什么我总不能让她好过。<br />一而再，再而三地伤害她？<br />自私，我真的很自私。<br />我真的缺少了自信心。<br /><br />我会找会我的自信心。<br />我不会在让我自己沦落下去。<br />我要成功。<br />不到半年就快考试了。<br />这次，我一定要加油。<br />我要豁出去，不能让任何人失望。<br />我要加油。<br />我也会乐观。<br />一直不开心，只会让很多人，包过自己难受。<br />我要从做会一个开朗的蓝天。<br />我要把我的天，永远是蓝色。<br />我要让她觉得幸福！<br />而不是悲伤。<br />我要想得开！<br />嗯！我知道，我一定会做到！<br />信心！我找到你了。原来你一直在我身边。<br />欣儿就是我的信心。<br />为了她，我愿意付出一切。<br />在此，我只想对自己说~<br />加油，顺升！你行的！你最好的。<br /><br />至，欣儿：<br />当你看了这个，希望你不要感到内疚难过。<br />你也不需要做出任何改变。<br />我答应你，我一定会好好的。<br />我只要求你，<br />永远爱我，<br />挺我，<br />支持我，<br />陪我，<br />和我说话，<br />不要不理我，<br />不要让我一个人，<br />关心我，<br />对我好，<br />疼我，<br />不要离开我。。<br />我爱你，真的爱你。<br />我会做到。因为我爱你。<br /><br /><br />至于访客们，<br />请你为我打气。<br />我很需要鼓励，让自己更充实。<br /><br />我会加油！我不会不开心！！<br /><br />蓝色的天空，我回来了！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-420483301125941937?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-41266444592024498782009-05-12T15:14:00.000+08:002009-05-12T15:53:46.210+08:00我是好人吗？<br />我，真的很喜欢她。<br />我，真的很爱她。<br />可是，我却觉得自己不能让她最开心。<br />反而，还一直让她难过，无奈，不开心。<br />我是一个很情绪化的人。<br />虽然我没表示出来，可是她能看得出我今天又脸臭臭。<br />有时，我没讲话，她也感受到我不对劲，也跟着沉下去。<br />我也不知自己该怎么办。<br />每当做了一件事才来自责后悔，为什么当初不这么想呢？<br />有时，我还真的控制不了我自己，就觉得。。<br />我让她委屈了。。<br />有时，我说了一些无奈的话，让她更无奈。<br />更伤她。<br />我不是有意的。。<br />也不是有意要脸臭臭。<br />我，真的很奇怪。<br />我怕，有一天她会忍受不了我而离。<br />我真的很爱她。。<br /><br />好吧。。吐完这些话后，我再也不会让我的亲爱的难过。<br />我要她是最幸福的。<br />我要她因为我而感到自豪。<br />我要更努力，给她一切！<br />我还要让她开心每一天，<br />甜甜蜜蜜过日子。<br />我还要更坚强！！<br />让她觉得安全感。<br />之前还在她面前落泪，真的很丢脸。<br />我还要做她的专属司机，让她不会累累。<br />我还要让她甜蜜。<br />每天带糖给我亲爱，让她吃出我对她的爱是多么甜蜜，多么的多。<br />我还要疼她，不时不时，揉揉她的头发。<br />我还要保护她，只要有我在的一天，我不让她受伤难过。<br />我也要开心，这样，我的她就会笑得灿烂，因为我很喜欢看她笑。<br />我还要为她做的一切还有很多。<br />只要是对她好，我会付出，让她好过。<br />最想要的是，我要她成我的老婆，手牵手，一直陪伴在你左右，<br />恩恩爱爱，爱着彼此，用不分离。<br /><br />i don't wanna lose you<br />i will always love you<br />你是我的老婆<br />就从明天就交给我<br />i don't wanna leave you<br />how how much i love you<br />你是我的最爱<br />没有任何人能把你替代<br />i don't wanna lose u<br />i will always love you<br />你是我的老婆<br />你的快乐就交给我<br />i don't wanna leave you<br />how how much i love you<br />你是我的最爱<br />没有任何人能把你替代<br />my heart~for you~<br /><br />我们在一起并不算很久<br />但谢谢你这一路来对我的忍耐和宽容。<br />也给我的支持。<br />我会加油，给你满足！<br />我会好好的！<br />我爱你。<br />我说过，我对你的爱是convergence，<br />而我爱的人，对你是divergence。<br />我爱你，永远。<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SgkqzvqIKOI/AAAAAAAAAOU/o6PYuXmiGT8/s1600-h/twinstar3.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 260px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SgkqzvqIKOI/AAAAAAAAAOU/o6PYuXmiGT8/s320/twinstar3.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334842302051920098" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-4126644459202449878?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-60814162543369887532009-04-27T02:40:00.000+08:002009-04-27T03:02:26.237+08:00久违了一段日子，我又回来了呀！<br />最近跑去哪里？<br />当然忙着学业啊，功课啊。。<br />当然，也忙着甜蜜。<br />嘻嘻！不瞒大家说，<br />我可不是单身了。<br />因为，我已找到我的知己，也是我的女友。<br />她，在我生命中点燃一曙光。<br />在我最黑暗的时候，是她让我看见方向。<br />我们在一起快一个月了也。<br />但，我们之前就已近有暧昧感情整整半年哦！<br />所以，我们可是很幸福的一对。<br />我们也经历过风风雨雨，一起渡过难过的时刻。<br />有时，我还蛮担心她的。<br />担心她饮食<br />贪心她安慰<br />担心她身体<br />可是有时我太过担心，却让她感到压力，伤心。<br />我自己也很难受，也气我自己，却无能为力，只可以一直陪着你。<br />对不起。我不是故意，我只是很在乎你，希望你明白。<br />她，也是很聪明。<br />所以，我想要更努力，进大学。<br />这样，我们就能受到两方父母的认同，<br />因为这才是最重要的。<br />所以，我们一定要加油加油哦！！<br />我很爱她，所以我希望，<br />我们会是最幸福的一对，<br />最快乐的一对，<br />我要和你一直她一直在一起，永不分开！<br />我爱你！<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SfSvdLYXhTI/AAAAAAAAAOM/lX_5VSjA17A/s1600-h/01042009273.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SfSvdLYXhTI/AAAAAAAAAOM/lX_5VSjA17A/s320/01042009273.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329077174892201266" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-6081416254336988753?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-76313572193632134442009-01-25T02:11:00.000+08:002009-01-25T03:22:53.868+08:00大团圆，大团圆~<br />不管心里有多远~<br />好朋友，在身边~<br />我们约定这一天~<br />yeah!!不知不觉，就到了年除夕，也是鼠年的最后一天。<br />哗~快快过啦~<br />因为，鼠年，对我来讲，并不顺利，还遇上血光之灾。<br />而即将来临的牛年，我肖马的，果然年运最旺的一个。<br />没有什么劫，就据说事事顺利，只是有点烂桃花。<br />哈哈！！<br />但，命运，还是得自己掌控的。<br /><br />刚和其中四位好朋友从马六甲回来。<br />平时的我，上马六甲是飙130-140km/hr<br />可是今天却只驾八十，九十公里时数。<br />因为什么态度行动嘛！<br />被捉超速的话就不用过新年了。<br />还以为今天马六甲会特别塞车。<br />但却一路顺畅叻！<br />果然老天作美，而且还遇到贵人啊！<br />真是个好预兆。<br />事情是这样~~~~<br />走shopping的时候突然发现parking卡不见掉了。<br />不见掉要被罚款三十块。<br />哗~~~惨咯！！不还车也没得出。<br />只好到服务柜台去。<br />刚好那服务生是华人。<br />她还很好下。<br />就用talkie walkie讲讲一下。<br />过后有个保安就来，拿了一张卡给她。<br />她就拿给我，叫我不用还罚款，直接还parking费。<br />而且也没骂我叻，很友善。<br />真的是贵人啦。<br />不然就要还多余的钱了。<br />哈哈！！<br />今天没买到什么。<br />只买了一条衣和一条链。<br />我要买长袖衣却没看中，不然就是很贵。<br />晚餐又去吃了日本餐~~<br />唉~~我还是吃不惯日本餐~<br />还吃不下，硬硬啃~~~<br />唉~~~<br />但这次厉害了~没拿太多盘小寿司。<br />因为，是超贵了咯。<br />过后，我们去了jettyK歌。<br />哗~~第一次去那里。<br />环境很好，价钱也公道。<br />一小时才二十一块。<br />不是算人头费的哦！<br />我们一直疯歌。<br />宰鸡宰鸭~<br />当然，我也不忘唱了‘为你而活’！<br />哈哈！！是吵到~~~像宰牛一样。<br />不懂外面的人会不会听到。会吓跑人的。<br />哈哈！！<br />结果唱到喉咙破掉~~没声音了啦！！<br />哈哈！！<br />今天去马六甲一趟，他们真的很开心。<br />我唯一遗憾的是有人不能去。<br />但，还是有机会的，对不对啊？<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtj8TulQEI/AAAAAAAAALg/_xhfSs3LAQA/s1600-h/24012009172.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; 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src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtlAMmVetI/AAAAAAAAAMI/hUvr4bZJIDU/s320/24012009197.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294936840960572114" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtlAeXzyhI/AAAAAAAAAMQ/i8r5aWosemQ/s1600-h/25012009200.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtlAeXzyhI/AAAAAAAAAMQ/i8r5aWosemQ/s320/25012009200.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294936845731482130" border="0" /></a><br /><br />现在，要写我这整个礼拜的故事了。<br />成绩出了。<br />哈哈！！化学不及格，这是预料到的。<br />其它的物理和数学还蛮ok的！<br />下次我要做更好！！<br />其实，有件事我很伤心也很担心。<br />就是我的奖学金。。<br />那天，我们打去jpa问了。<br />我朋友的钱已经进了。<br />只有我，还在process~<br />说农历新年过后才有。<br />可是为什么偏偏都是我？<br />我很怕，他没进给我。<br />两千块叻~~不是小数目~<br />怎么办？我真的很耿耿于怀。<br />担心拿不到钱。唉~~~<br />我已经山穷水尽了。<br />买书都有问题啦。<br />还有。那天在wetex遇到了她。<br />我真的~~~很难堪。看到她之后，我很伤心~<br />回想起我和她曾经的一段感情。<br />我超喜欢五月天的‘突然好想你’这首歌。<br />完完全全描述了我对她现在的心情。<br />但，我和她是绝对不可能再一起了。<br />只能握住拳头，默默为她祝福~~~<br />我朋友还很够力。<br />一群人进去她做工的地方，让我难看不宜。<br />最后我还是跟她聊了几句。<br />试着与平常心和她讲话，压抑着自己的感觉。<br />我，我们还是朋友。<br />祝你幸福快乐。<br />当然人要向前看。忘了过去吧！<br />我身边还是有人一直关心我的~<br />是很幸运的事~<br /><br />今天就是除夕了。<br />明年就大年初一了。<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">在此，恭祝所有朋友，及我的部落</span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">格访客，</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">新年快乐，万事如意，大吉大利，财源滚滚，心想事成！！！</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">牛转乾坤行大运！</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">发财发财发大财！！</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">世界永远和平。</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">也不忘愿我事事如意，成绩飙升！！加油加油！！</span> </span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtojVhu80I/AAAAAAAAAMo/MoSAV3TYdbY/s1600-h/cow.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 245px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtojVhu80I/AAAAAAAAAMo/MoSAV3TYdbY/s320/cow.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294940743187493698" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtoja_uOJI/AAAAAAAAAMg/ONrzhV-ztDk/s1600-h/cny.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SXtoja_uOJI/AAAAAAAAAMg/ONrzhV-ztDk/s320/cny.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294940744655452306" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7631357219363213444?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-5800866198751033312009-01-15T23:26:00.000+08:002009-01-16T00:53:30.332+08:00今天终于考完2009年第一个考试。<br />来分析分析一下。<br /><br />PA — 不够时间做。十五分钟赶完一篇350个字作文。<br />其实我也不懂自己在写什么。就拉拉杂杂~好过没写。<br /><br />数学 — paper 1还曼容易一下，就会做。可是paper 2真的死到很难看。<br />我竟然连一个简单的trigonometry的问题都做不出。<br />看来要多多充斥了。<br /><br />物理 — 好难哦！尤其是objective部分。<br /><br />化学 — 准备failed。完全不会做。因为有些出thermochemistry和electrochemistry。<br />我还没温习到那里，老师也还没教。之前的我又忘记了。惨！<br /><br />第一次考试，我已近意料到成绩应该不会很理想。<br />但，我更不会放弃！我要拼！嬴赢赢！<br />下次一定要做到更好！<br />加油加油！！<br /><br />说到考试，当然也不忘提到刚在今早公布的MUET成绩。<br />唉~真是很悲哀，很心痛，很伤心，不甘心~~~<br />我的成绩是，179分，也就是band 3。<br />差一分，就能拿band 4了。<br />真的很不幸运。为什么我每次这么衰，考试成绩都是在边缘的？<br />唉~没办法。只好重考。<br />因为，我最少也要拿一个band 4回来。<br />再来一次，对自己说，加油！<br /><br />前几天，朋友的妈妈，不幸得了病，与世长辞了。<br />很伤感。<br />当然，我也去了对方的葬礼，为我朋友的妈妈敬最后的哀悼。<br />我朋友，也是很坚强，没看到他掉泪。<br />反而是我，在哽咽着，因为我是很受周围影响和情绪化的人，会因为一些伤感而掉泪。<br />其实，我朋友在去年，就得知他妈妈换上癌症。<br />可是在我们面前却当作若无其事，一副笑脸。<br />我们也不知，就跟他一起疯。有些人，更总喜欢找他麻烦，欺负他。<br />虽然我之前很爱跟他开玩笑，有时还会作弄他，但去年开始我对他比较好了。<br />因为觉得很幼稚。<br />但他还要面对他妈妈的事实，还要面对一些人的挑弄，真的很无言咯。<br />朋友，现在你必须要更振作了。<br />不要像之前那样，一直打dota。<br />要加油！考好成绩。<br />这样，也能报答你妈一直对你的期待！<br />要一起加油哦！！<br /><br />这个礼拜，真的是一个蛮不幸的星期。<br />死鬼啊~我既然被老师剪头发！<br />大意，真的是太大意了！<br />既然给老师spot到。<br />好不容易一直避免那些爱捉头发的老师的视线，哪知~<br />一时大意~还被剪后面，像被狗要酱。<br />但我不会再去剪头发的咯！<br />笨笨给理发师赚。<br />加上现在新年期间，又期价。<br />难看就难看，我也不管。<br />人家爱怎么说就怎么说。<br />我有我的样嘛！哈哈！<br />以后小心就对了。不要再踩上钉子了。<br /><br />这个礼拜的拜而和拜四，所有学生，都要跑达8km的路。<br />是喘死人的咯。<br />说长不长，说远，是蛮远下的。<br />跑到隔天起来屁股痛，大腿痛啊！<br />而且最近的风很大，加重我们负担，变成air resistance，更要费多力。<br />跑完到学校后就到tanjung吃冰。<br />一口冰进入喉咙~<br />哗~感觉，世界是五彩缤纷的。哈哈！！<br />然后就去无聊去放风筝。<br />结果，风筝卡在树上。<br />就这样，钱也随着风，漂呀漂~~<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9mCmaOrkI/AAAAAAAAAKg/tfzC365mBJI/s1600-h/13012009157.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9mCmaOrkI/AAAAAAAAAKg/tfzC365mBJI/s320/13012009157.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291560282039955010" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9mCzPcYsI/AAAAAAAAAKo/8PsFlMyA7ow/s1600-h/13012009158.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9mCzPcYsI/AAAAAAAAAKo/8PsFlMyA7ow/s320/13012009158.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291560285484376770" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9ne9cIOmI/AAAAAAAAALI/lCe60iUQlBI/s1600-h/15012009160.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9ne9cIOmI/AAAAAAAAALI/lCe60iUQlBI/s320/15012009160.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291561868769901154" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9nfH6Bu8I/AAAAAAAAALQ/0oZg-UTwCp8/s1600-h/15012009164.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SW9nfH6Bu8I/AAAAAAAAALQ/0oZg-UTwCp8/s320/15012009164.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5291561871579659202" border="0" /></a><br /><br />那天拜二晚上半夜，我家进贼了。<br />是笨的咯。我读书读到半夜三点，家进贼我还不知道啊！<br />那个死贼爬进来我家。<br />还好我家还有铁门，不能破门入家。<br />最后，它偷走了我的摩托helmet.<br />虽然只是一粒helmet，但那粒市价八十九十多块叻！！<br />为什么它不偷车偷摩托，就要拿走我的helmet！？！<br />很气的咯！！<br />最好偷我helmet的人，永远没有好日子过！！事事不顺利！！<br /><br />一个短短的星期~不~是一个星期里的四天，<br />就发生了这么倒霉的事。<br />真的很哭笑不得。<br />希望接下来的日子里，我会更顺利。<br />愿幸运神，永远在我身边。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-580086619875103331?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-16114731799368807412009-01-10T21:39:00.000+08:002009-01-11T02:47:51.365+08:00好久没update我的部落了。<br />没办法~开学了嘛~<br />什么都要忙<br />忙着温习，忙着补习，就蛮忙下的。<br />这篇，是我2009年你一张贴！<br />新年新希望。想把我部落打造成推荐部落。<br />但还是要一步一步慢慢来。<br />今天在我部落加点功能。<br />希望访客们看了我部落就留下评语哦！<br /><br />上个拜六和朋友们去吃了自助火锅。<br />贵咯~不华~<br />因为没包水。<br />但我们也吃蛮多。<br />吃两三round。<br />要结账的时候还被guard住，因为没吃完。。<br />只好乖乖回去座位啃下东西咯。<br />好像小孩子一样，吃都吃得不自在~<br />哈哈！！<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr2gc89lI/AAAAAAAAAKA/Tr_ELgktIQY/s1600-h/03012009133.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr2gc89lI/AAAAAAAAAKA/Tr_ELgktIQY/s320/03012009133.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289737084003481170" border="0" /></a><br />为了开学剪了一头短发。<br />谁知还不pass，还给ah kok捉。<br />把我的名字抄在他的笔记。<br />哈哈！好像是“死亡笔记”。<br />我管他叻！才不要剪。<br />没必要咯~<br />而且对我来讲已经十分十分地短了啦~<br />超不喜欢短头发。<br />像coconut head，傻头一样。<br />头可断，头发不可乱嘛！！<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr2kBcHFI/AAAAAAAAAKI/CbupS1nhRKY/s1600-h/10012009142.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr2kBcHFI/AAAAAAAAAKI/CbupS1nhRKY/s320/10012009142.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289737084961823826" border="0" /></a><br /><br />然后，至于老师~<br />没什么大改变。<br />还以为ah kok会教我们数学，哪知没有~<br />是有点失望咯。<br />PA还是由Ibrahim（吗达）教。<br />给他教，最多一个月来两次。<br />化学给ah chan教~~<br />两个字形容~<br />完蛋~<br />我化学要靠自己和补习了。<br />想到前几天还给我炸就好笑。<br />明明是她错，还很有信心说，课本写错。<br />哗~超不甘愿的咯。<br />结果，我又问又问~这回，她才不那么自信了~<br />还不敢说自己错，给个借口说要去check check看~<br />omg~~嘻嘻！！<br /><br />随着开学，当然学会活动也不能少。<br />在planning着我电脑学会的活动。<br />但我更想希望和外州学校的学会一起联办。<br />这样，不只有意义，还能增加课外活动分。<br />在此，想呼吁一下。<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">如果您愿意和我校电脑学会联办活动，可以留下留言和联络方式，</span> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">我会再联络你。我可是很诚心和各校合作的。</span><br />此外leo club也将办一系列的慈善活动。<br />所谓助人为快乐之本^^<br />要积点得吧！！<br /><br />下个礼拜有考试。<br />唉~完蛋啦~等死吧的。<br />全部都忘记掉了。<br />form 6真的不好读啦。<br />很多很多很多。。<br />我的migraine又发作了。<br />尤其是做数学的时候，头就一直痛痛痛。<br />唉~正做点！<br />不可以这样~<br />要拼，才会赢！！！<br />实现我的愿望，不能输他们！！<br /><br />最近我真的手头紧。<br />以为拿到奖学金，就有一笔钱用。<br />谁知，到现在都没消没息~<br />问老师，老师就一直叫我sabar（忍）~~<br />好不耐烦啦一直等等等~<br />再sabar下去我就要去sabah了啦！<br />大马的阿公很爱开玩笑的咯。<br />讲要进钱给我，现在，一分钱都没有。<br />骗人的啦。。。<br />我要买书，都不足够钱买。。<br />更别说其它东西啦~<br />果然，钱不够用啊~<br />求财神到我家门口，保佑有财源滚滚^^<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr209SN0I/AAAAAAAAAKQ/qHJcY81MS9g/s1600-h/Slide110MoneyNotEnough-full.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 254px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr209SN0I/AAAAAAAAAKQ/qHJcY81MS9g/s320/Slide110MoneyNotEnough-full.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289737089507800898" border="0" /></a><br /><br />距离农历新年还有三个礼拜。<br />哈哈！！好喜欢红丹丹的气氛。<br />麻坡贪吃街最近布置得红咚咚的~<br />好有新年气氛。<br />下次拍个照给大家看。<br />新年到~~~财神到~~<br />财神到我家大门口~~<br />hope so吧^^<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr3P_ajUI/AAAAAAAAAKY/ODevh8ds_I4/s1600-h/panda.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SWjr3P_ajUI/AAAAAAAAAKY/ODevh8ds_I4/s320/panda.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5289737096764493122" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1611473179936880741?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-4308911772374454322009-01-01T00:53:00.000+08:002009-01-01T02:55:16.916+08:00yeah!!!happy new year 2009!!!<br />新年快乐新年快乐。<br />祝我心想事成^^<br />当然，你们也是~<br />2009年了，有什么期待呢？<br />其实，并没什么啦。<br />只希望年底考试能考好成绩，最后一年了。<br />pre-u不能开玩笑。<br />怎样迎接来临的新一年呢？<br />新年前夕一早，就爬起来，参加表哥的结婚典礼，到教堂去。<br />看着一对新人，随着悦耳的乐曲，走在红地毯上，深受着各位的祝福，是多么美好的事。<br />真的好幸福哦！<br />当他们说了一句‘我愿意’，顿时我非常感动。<br />要维持一段爱情，真的很不容易。<br />对方要有包容心，忍耐心，一起走过一切的考验，再走上红地毯~<br />结婚，是情侣之前的契约~<br />不能违背~<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5Vo9fr-I/AAAAAAAAAFk/i-b2PanI0P0/s1600-h/31122008072.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5Vo9fr-I/AAAAAAAAAFk/i-b2PanI0P0/s320/31122008072.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286022369073147874" border="0" /></a><br /><br />晚上，去了星星小食的结婚宴席。<br />场面好多人哦，就连新加坡的亲戚也来。<br />食物，也~不错啦~<br />就一直吃一直吃。<br />肚子饿了嘛~<br />哗~惨咯！<br />还给亲戚灌红酒~<br />喝到有点醉，头昏昏的。<br />宴席结束后，还驾车去跟朋友一起喝茶倒数。<br />驾到blur blur.....<br />嘻嘻！！可是很失望的是，<br />我们看不到烟花啦~<br />麻坡，死城一个~<br />唉~~<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5V-tUT7I/AAAAAAAAAFs/75FobPFVmOg/s1600-h/31122008079.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5V-tUT7I/AAAAAAAAAFs/75FobPFVmOg/s320/31122008079.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286022374910873522" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5WAc5r4I/AAAAAAAAAF0/A8ZeL4MYsBs/s1600-h/31122008084.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5WAc5r4I/AAAAAAAAAF0/A8ZeL4MYsBs/s320/31122008084.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286022375378890626" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5WcYWaII/AAAAAAAAAF8/HVsrztbMngc/s1600-h/31122008085.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5WcYWaII/AAAAAAAAAF8/HVsrztbMngc/s320/31122008085.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286022382875994242" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5Ws7qn5I/AAAAAAAAAGE/Q0cunyEOqSs/s1600-h/31122008087.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu5Ws7qn5I/AAAAAAAAAGE/Q0cunyEOqSs/s320/31122008087.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286022387319086994" border="0" /></a><br />---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">我的2008年事件大故</span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">一月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 骑摩托撞四脚蛇后跌在路旁，伤了右脚和右手，<br /> 及身体右边部分。</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"> 一个月不能走路,使我不能做工，失去工作。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">二月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"> - 伤势终于康复。在手机店工作。</span><br /></div><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">三月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- SPM成绩公布了。得了9As,1B,1C成绩。<br /> 好可惜EST拿C，但还是很满意。<br /> - 中不到matrik，很伤心，三晚没睡因为中不到。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">四月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- '没大事件'</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">五月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 开始了中六的生涯。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">六月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- '没大事件'</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">七月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 当了学校的电脑学会主席</span>。<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">八月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 无意中当了学校少狮会（Leo Club）<br /> 的副主席。<br /> 顿时，认识很多来自不同地方的少</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">狮会</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">朋友。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">九月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- ‘没大事件</span>’<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">十月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"> - 再来一次，跌摩托因为撞猫。<br /> 结果，伤了左脚，左手，身体左部分，<br /> 而那只猫跑掉。<br /></span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">害我 一个礼拜没得去学校，一个多月残废。</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 和一位朋友吵架，斗冷战，蛮轰动的。<br /> 这件事让我耿耿于怀。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">十一月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 年底考试成绩出来了。我也留在6 Atas Pintar。</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">唯一遗憾的是有一位好朋友没能一起同班。</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 我脚也好了九成，至少能够打羽毛球。<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">十二月</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 和那位朋友和好如初，让我很庆幸快乐。</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 大姐被派到森美兰做工，<br /> 果然如我所愿被派 到离麻坡一百公里以外的地方</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">。</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">- 二姐突然宣布要注册结婚。</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">我的2009年目标</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">- 在每个考试拿到最少CGPA 3.5 分或以上。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">- STPM可以考到很好的成绩。</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><br />- 希望能够遇上知己及归宿，再次踏上爱的班机</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">- 让自己快乐一整天，不再烦恼。</span> <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">- 突然发财！</span><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:180%;">送走了2008年，迎接了2009年。<br />2009年，万岁！！！<br />预祝大家心想事成，万事如</span><span style="font-size:180%;">意，身体健康，天天开心！！<br /></span></div><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu86ffcELI/AAAAAAAAAGM/3FoMb8oK7G0/s1600-h/h.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 182px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVu86ffcELI/AAAAAAAAAGM/3FoMb8oK7G0/s320/h.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5286026300721205426" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-430891177237445432?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-7519340422152826452008-12-28T01:04:00.000+08:002008-12-28T02:34:30.889+08:00又是一个星期就这样过去了。。<br />再多一个礼拜，就要开学了。<br />更再多一个月，我就可以高歌一曲，<br />唱，"<span style="color:#ff0000;">大团圆，大团圆</span>"。。<br />不是不是。。是"<span style="color:#ff0000;">过新年，祝新年</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">~</span>"<br />超期待新年的到来哦！！<br />不瞒大家说，我是十月的时候，就新年歌段设为我的信息铃声。<br />就一旦信息来就~<span style="color:#ff0000;">大团圆，大团圆</span>~~~<br />朋友们听了都想笑。<br />可是我就是喜欢啦！<br />那种喜悦的气氛~哗！真开心^^<br /><br />圣诞节那天，其他人都在家快快乐乐吃火鸡，拆礼物。<br />而我叻？大扫除~哈哈！！<br />蛮特别下咯~好累哦！<br />我是负责打扫我的电脑书房的~<br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">之前</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVZvCRRsokI/AAAAAAAAAE8/anH8YolOW9Y/s1600-h/25122008059.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284533297553908290" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 195px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 164px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVZvCRRsokI/AAAAAAAAAE8/anH8YolOW9Y/s320/25122008059.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVZvc4lSeQI/AAAAAAAAAFM/5W6ELH0zJH0/s1600-h/25122008060.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284533754781661442" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 196px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 166px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVZvc4lSeQI/AAAAAAAAAFM/5W6ELH0zJH0/s320/25122008060.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a 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style="color:#33cc00;">整齐吗？哈哈！！</span></div><div></div><div></div><div>那天拜五晚上，真是惊险下！<br />差点被警察误以为是贼，抓去关。哈哈！！<br />事情是这样~<br />那时我补习完驾车回到家。<br />要开篱笆铁门的时候，突然有一辆警察车，很快的速度，开向我方向，而且还开警铃哦！<br />顿时我就吓倒，想着~<br />惨了~是不是有人恶作剧，拿白粉放在我车上。<br />因为那警察一下来车，手上都持着M16枪~~<br />我就管他啦！就开门把车驾进去。<br />不到五分钟，就连续有六七辆警察车过来我家前面。。<br />下来的每个都拿着M16。<br />包围着我家附近。邻居们就纷纷出来看怎么一回事。<br />好像蛮严重一下叻！<br />原来，我家隔壁的隔壁进贼。<br />可是，有需要出动这样大的部队，拿着机关枪吗？<br />最荒缪的是~那位家的主人是早上报警，可是，警察先生们却在晚上突然来袭~</div><div>好像香港中的PTU。哈哈！！<br />效率好~~omg...不言自评^^<br />结果就是空手而归咯！辛苦了警察先生。哈哈！！<br />说实在的，我家住宅区的治安开始亮红灯了。。<br />就前几个礼拜，我家附近也是有三间家被贼关顾。。<br />我可是一个人住在一间家的喔~<br />而且平时很少在家，就晚上在家罢的。<br />惨咯！怎么办？<br />晚上睡到像猪一样。<br />有什么风生早动，我也不知道啦。<br />看来我床边要方格木棍。看到什么，就shoot到够够力！！<br />哈哈！！<br />还有还有！！<br />那个进贼家的主人又养只狗~可是老了，不会叫了。。<br />我邻居好夸张地说~<br />那只狗，已经百多岁~<br />傻了~什么狗哦?<br />可以活到这样久么？？<br />下次post它的照片给大家看。。<br />让他家看看是不是真的有一百多岁了。。<br />如果是的话，真的可以去参加世界健力士纪录咯！！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-751934042215282645?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-60228833082803922502008-12-25T00:31:00.000+08:002008-12-25T17:31:02.447+08:00<div>jingle bell,jingle bell,jingle on the way~~~<br />圣诞节到了。<br />我却没去哪儿，只呆在家，为全世界祝福。<br />最近世界上发生了许多天灾人祸。<br />他们却没像我们这样，度过神圣的圣诞节，却一直杞人忧天。<br />虽然我不是个基督徒，但圣诞节就是要世间人快乐才有意义呀！<br />在此，祝世界和平，不再有天灾人祸。<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5283406741388370354" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVJucEhbobI/AAAAAAAAAD0/fHtvIzQUDX4/s320/2008_12_22t190734_450x301_us_china_quake_schools.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br />今年的圣诞节，真的好孤独哦！<br />明明有朋友约，却甘愿在家不出门。<br />只是一时不想去，很累。<br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"><span style="font-size:78%;">更不想看到虚伪的人,就因为兄弟，每天只会粘着人家拿好处，却不知道自己很烦。<br />算了算了，没眼看</span><span style="font-size:78%;">。</span></span><br />还记得form3那年，我和另一位朋友，到KL倒数，结果被喷了全身，但是超好玩的咯！！<br />小时候，爸爸也曾经送过我和姐姐圣诞礼物野！<br />我还记得，我的礼物是一部玩具车！！<br />哈哈！今日不如往入了，我们姐弟们也大了。以为还小么？<br />其实我不期待什么礼物，只要求我家人全部都见健康康，快快乐乐。<br />当然也要财源滚滚。哈哈！<br />说真的啦，今天晚上，真的寂寞。。。。 <img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5283411882211618962" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 298px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVJzHTlNMJI/AAAAAAAAAEU/8onfwLLJN4A/s320/25122008058.jpg" border="0" /><br />祝福大家，圣诞节快乐。<br />merry christmas and a happy new year!!!<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5283407650198806978" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SVJvQ-GuYcI/AAAAAAAAAEM/NrFYVEyAjbo/s320/snoopy.jpg" border="0" /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-6022883308280392250?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-79575910854756931952008-12-22T01:58:00.000+08:002008-12-22T02:37:07.077+08:00昨天，我，小元，家祥和文亮愉快的飞去batu pahat逛街。<br />奇怪吧，连男生都爱shopping。哈哈！<br />也没什么好'xia sue'的啦！<br />就只为了买新年衣咯。<br />因为，麻坡的衣服，不能买的。<br />一，跟不上潮流。<br />二，很贵。<br />三，选择少。<br />而bp呢可说是蛮多店可以光顾的。<br />不输kl。。<br /><br />第一站，去了the summit。<br />在那里，我们就开了super多钱。<br />只买一条牛仔裤和一件衣服就百二块。<br />钱难赚啊！<br />死老板还一直推销推销推销，要我们买。<br />但还好他给我们折扣啦。<br />quite ok咯我觉得。<br />此外，当时还有机会看到一个很特别的比赛。<br />就是自拍比赛~~哈哈哈哈！！<br />看到每个美眉拿着相机在自拍，就，很好奇啦~<br />还有男的参赛者野~<br />我野想参加一把，赢一架cybershot相机也爽！哈哈！<br />很多人说，batu有很多美眉。<br />对啊，还会自拍的喔。嘻嘻！<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SU6L9MKQbhI/AAAAAAAAADg/Oh87ziThSV8/s1600-h/20122008029.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 243px; height: 182px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SU6L9MKQbhI/AAAAAAAAADg/Oh87ziThSV8/s320/20122008029.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282313296304696850" border="0" /></a><br /><br />过后，就去了batu pahat mall。<br />去了那里的sushi king。<br />唉~是超~~不好吃。。。<br />我还勉强地啃下去~吃不惯吧~<br />而且四个人，既然吃到一百块？！<br />我甘愿去酒楼吃，还有一品锅叻！！<br />当时，本来讲好八点半就走，谁知~<br />九点半才开车回麻坡。。。<br />好累哦！<br />路又不好走。暗暗这样，没得‘飞’。<br />嘻嘻！到家还给妈妈唠叨一下。。<br />当ok啦，久久一次。<br />只要他们付我车油就ok了。。<br />好了，就到此吧。。<br /><br />记得留下留言。<br />一定要！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7957591085475693195?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-34115015625380717162008-12-22T01:30:00.000+08:002008-12-22T01:57:03.527+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">不知不觉，就过了两年了。。<br />是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样的想起我~<br />是我~突然想你了~<br />分开两年以后，我还是一个人。<br />我很恐惧，再一次伤害人，就如当初怎样对你。<br />我，为什么没能珍惜当时那段我们当时的甜蜜约定？<br />当初的决定，难道是我错了吗？<br />为什么，偏偏有人就是要拆散我们？<br />为什么，偏偏有大人，来插手我们的事？<br />而威胁我？<br />我，好没用~<br />一点点的考验，我就放弃这段恋情。<br />看了你的friendster档案。<br />看见你，有了新男友。<br />还蛮不赖。<br />看见你，开心了。<br />祝你幸福快乐。<br />做不了情人，我们还是依然是朋友。。<br /><br />我会好好过。<br />我不会让自己孤单。<br />我身边，还有很多朋友。<br />总有一天，我会走出这个阴影，<br />再来一次，勇敢客观面对爱情。<br />不再恐惧，不再逃避。<br />时间，是我的疗伤良药。<br />加油吧！<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-3411501562538071716?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-87295368829310020002008-12-18T01:23:00.000+08:002008-12-18T02:09:50.703+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;">喉喉~今天，我试试看用华语，来posting我的部落格。<br />大家要给点意见。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">最近，真快被我的笨电脑给气死。<br />老了，就越来越慢。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">一直lag lag lag~<br />超不爽的啦~几想一脚踢下去。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">可是，有没钱买咯~<br />只好忍忍忍~<br />看来我至少也要为我的笨电脑做些事情。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">又要掏腰包多加一条ram。。<br />不然，真的会疯掉~<br />电脑啊电脑~合作点，<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">ok</span>？<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_rh6P1-I/AAAAAAAAADA/Hg05ulblWxo/s1600-h/18122008010.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 218px; height: 223px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_rh6P1-I/AAAAAAAAADA/Hg05ulblWxo/s320/18122008010.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280822055138220002" border="0" /></a><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />看来，新年，我必须一直穿长裤了。<br />唉~我的脚~像鸡脚一样。。<br />超难看的。。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">全都因为accident过后，生厚皮。<br />须很长很长的时间不见，或许就永远留下记号。<br />一片一片‘肉干’在我脚。<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_rRIpilI/AAAAAAAAAC4/K-qdgMsRJzc/s1600-h/18122008008.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 210px; height: 226px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_rRIpilI/AAAAAAAAAC4/K-qdgMsRJzc/s320/18122008008.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280822050635221586" border="0" /></a><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">惨了~没人要了~嘻嘻！<br />所以啦~骑摩托，不要骑快快啦。<br />不然等下动物跑出来，就~~<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">赔了夫人又折兵~<br />还是驾车好。。<br />死鬼~以后后面乘客要绑安全带了。<br />好麻烦下。<br />惨了咯！以后最多只载一个人了。<br />如果被捉到后面没绑安全带，我中叻！<br />哈哈！！没办法。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">政府跟我一样，手头开始紧了。。<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_sFtQ9WI/AAAAAAAAADQ/MDWB9TwrDSs/s1600-h/b.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 204px; height: 209px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_sFtQ9WI/AAAAAAAAADQ/MDWB9TwrDSs/s320/b.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280822064747443554" border="0" /></a><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">我发觉，我渐渐放下之前和朋友一些误会了。<br />yes!!!终于摆脱~<br />就，依然是朋友！<br />友谊万岁！<br /><br />朋友，请你们说说。。<br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;">我用英文好还是用华文好，<br />来当做我部落格媒介语。<br />需要大家的意见啦~<br />要回复哦！！<br />大家可以在右边的投票处投下任何一个语言。<br />也要记得留comment。。<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_rzIaiAI/AAAAAAAAADI/nz0eU4LzwKo/s1600-h/v.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 215px; height: 203px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUk_rzIaiAI/AAAAAAAAADI/nz0eU4LzwKo/s320/v.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280822059761043458" border="0" /></a></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-8729536882931002000?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-54786001848588595232008-12-15T00:56:00.000+08:002008-12-15T01:44:04.291+08:00yer...this week really busy ler..<br />always go out go out go out..<br />until my sisters and my mum started to garrulous juz like bee~~~<br />haha..but,for friend,is worth geh...<br /><br />for first time,my phone 'sicked' already and need to send to 'hospital' to rescue..<br />coz her joystick damaged..<br />poor little 3~~<br />luckily not so critical lar..she came out from 'hospital' after three days only...<br />hehe...<br /><br />then....this week kept on went to shopping,looking for the gift to give to my friend..<br />omg..really headache ler when choosing gift...<br />but,i really done a lot of effort on it lar..<br />coz,for me it was very absolutely important and meaningful..<br />i wont let ppl share with me except XE..<br />coz,my objective is,our 3 ppl friendship,never end...no matter anything..<br />juz like that....haha...<br />why suddenly feel so,i oso dunno..<br />juz want to express our friendship..<br />and oso birthday greeting lar~<br />but...today saw other ppl's gift..nicer and valuable than i bought...<br />omg...whatever~hope u like it...<br /><br />hemm..then last saturday night,<br />yo...cai zhen and mei chen went to halo cafe participated the singing audition...<br />walao...register fee per person was RM30..<br />really 'chop vegetable head' lar...<br />didnt give anything oso even one bottle of mineral water...<br />the worst was..<br />at last,the result was..nobody of the participants gt through the audition..<br />walao..u think ur company so 大牌 meh?<br />really砍菜头~<br />they said they kept the index information of participants lo..<br />i thought it was a sweet talk juz only to console ppl..<br />damn...<br />cai zhen and mei zhen sang very nice wor...<br />won the praise by the judge somemore..<br />but..aihsss.....it was destinated lar..<br />jia you,girls.....<br /><br />today,i went to mei zhen's birthday party...<br />haha..彩珍姐,thx u for coming her party ler..<br />paiseh lar..i had to say out those type word so u can go..<br />let u feel bad...<br />but...want u give ur sister a suprise mah..<br />so,u go for a while is worth geh..<br />i promised u already...<br />u wont lonely de...<br />next time,treat u eat sotong ball lar,ok?<br /><br />wow..looking at my relationship between her and my brother..<br />so sweet,so warm,so happiness..<br />i started to rewind my memory...<br />i had those type of happiness before...<br />but..it was blur day by day..<br />i really hope...i can have that feeling back..<br />coz,single juz will set me in loneliness...<br />of coz...depend on my fate....<br /><br />i was stupid lar..<br />everytimes bring every apparatus which is low battery..<br />today brang camera oso useless...<br />shit..cant shot the best scence....<br />juz becoz low battery..aihs..<br />pai seh lar,friends..<br />i really careless....<br /><br />hmm..after today,i will put a full stop for our enmity..<br />no more dissatisfied or discontented among us...<br />just let it go away..<br />wont let it influence us...<br />perhaps,i want to wish u,my friend,美珍,happy birthday....<br />and be happiness always...<br />of coz..friendship forever...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUVDItccy5I/AAAAAAAAACg/r2ahXKw7CxQ/s1600-h/frienship_card10.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 246px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SUVDItccy5I/AAAAAAAAACg/r2ahXKw7CxQ/s320/frienship_card10.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5279699955078712210" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-5478600184858859523?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-54829358648966411282008-12-08T02:02:00.000+08:002008-12-08T02:17:34.605+08:00<div><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">ermm</span>..let me have a countdown... <div>err..the time apart with <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">stpm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">juz</span> only 11 months..</div><div>huh?not even more than one year???</div><div>oh my gosh...what a big trouble i am having now...</div><div>look at what i do now..</div><div>one day <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">oso</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">juz</span> read only few small topic only...</div><div>chemistry still gt organic,inorganic..</div><div>even my physical chemistry <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">oso</span> still under blur blur condition..</div><div>then still gt physics..</div><div>math <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">somemore</span>..</div><div>and last,PA~~</div><div>so many many many...</div><div>can i cope with it?</div><div>i cannot keep on like that..</div><div>i promise myself..</div><div>i dun want lose to them!!</div><div>start later,i will start my ghost training again...</div><div>i want be among the best...</div><div>cant lose...</div><div><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">jia</span> you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">jia</span> you!!!</div><div>i can do it..<br />everything is nothing!<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277113320000064658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 100px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 80px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/STwSmu4WDJI/AAAAAAAAACQ/NT0yhySpiFQ/s320/1.gif" border="0" /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5277113323455551186" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/STwSm7wMltI/AAAAAAAAACY/YeYlnl7RoZg/s320/2.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-5482935864896641128?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-14684062873840588432008-12-06T03:29:00.000+08:002008-12-06T04:12:37.003+08:00what an unlucky day for me today..<br />aiz...sue lo...<br />got 2 summon ticket in 2 hours..<br />really really feel bad and anger..<br />why?were those enforcement officers like to open ticket to public?<br />i felt very innocent for the 1st summon...<br />it was completely not reasonable..<br />the time which wrote in ticket was the time during i played basketball in schools..<br />and as usual,our school nearby parking lot no need to show coupon..<br />but,why will it appeared on my car mirror?<br />i very angry..quickly i went to argue with the officer who just exactly in front of me..<br />what he said was..got anything unsatisfy juz go the majlis penbandaran muar office argue..<br />my gosh..aihs..i gave up to argue and juz think that i donated the money to my country.<br />but when i wanted to forget abt it,2nd summon appeared again...<br />herrr~~wanna faint..i completely down and emo...<br />no mood to drive....<br />aihss....one parking coupun,RM0.60...<br />one parking summon ticket,RM30...<br />it was 50 times than usual price!!!<br />plus 2 tickets,RM60~~argh~~<br />truely i dun left much money with me recently..<br />i dun get any salary during the school holidays..<br />i not dare to tell my parent oso..<br />luckily my friend's mum finally help me settle..<br />maybe gt discount gua..<br />argh~~i dun want drive car again la..<br />so inconvenience...<br />but i oso trauma to ride motor..<br />walk better lar......<br /><br />today one whole day,i just ate one meal only..<br />which consisted with two half boiled egg and two roti canai...<br />i dun have money to eat lar..<br />gotta save money from now..<br />tonight accompany my friends and that girl having dinner although i didnt eat at all..<br />haiz..the situation very weird..<br />maybe against me and her..<br />there was a concrit wall between us..<br />i dunno lar...i still not ready to communicate with her..<br />juz feel want to escape...<br />maybe juz now i let my friends felt so awkward to chit-chat..<br />maybe i at there on that time..they dun have topic to chat...<br />maybe i juz keep silent during the time with them..<br />i felt unwell..i felt it was all my wrong..<br />so,i found a reason,and went away..<br />maybe my disappearance will let them had a nice talk..<br />although i felt i had been abandom,but.....haiz..<br />dunno lar..i need more time lar..<br />next year we same class...<br />we not going to have a cold war for 1 whole year...<br />but i still cant exactly forget abt that tragedy...aihss...<br />by the way,hope....we still can as nice as before...<br />i already say sorry to u with faithfully....<br />if u still not accept,i oso nothing to comment about...<br />i am excited the day we can continue as brotherhood as before..<br />coz...friendship is more than anything...<br />i am waiting for it~~i dun want to have a cold war..<br />it was sickening~~~<br />hope u can read it..<br /><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1468406287384058843?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-64713631148931163802008-12-02T01:08:00.000+08:002008-12-02T01:25:01.496+08:00sky ar sky..<br />what's wrong with u?<br />why ur mind such so messy..<br />haiz..so confusing..<br />and oso so contradict...<br />why i cant talk with u,sms wif u juz like before?<br />what u scare abt?<br />what u worry abt?<br />what u thinking abt?<br />what what what???<br />argh~~i really gt something wrong...<br />is that a symptom that..<br />i take to heart of u?<br />yup..i guess so..<br />i care abt u..juz not dare to think deeply abt it...<br />sometimes,u reply me with such short message..<br />i really dunno what to reply u..<br />but oso feel bad...<br />yup..i am a bad ppl..<br />that is me gua~~haiz...<br />that doesnt mean i dun want reply u..<br />juz thinking what to send..<br />at last~~let u disappointed...<br />i'm sorry for me such as fool..<br />i am so sorry to u....<br />i so selfish..juz let u feel depress....<br />sky,soon seng..<br />be urself..<br />do what u wanna do..<br />dun let the evil control u.<br />and please..someone please lead me in right path..<br />cause...i totally lost direction..<br />especially with the closer friend beside me..<br />i am really losing direction..<br />i dunno what to do..<br />please help me~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-6471363114893116380?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-82424798660263562742008-12-01T11:38:00.000+08:002008-12-01T12:05:16.209+08:00time just past in a nick of eyes..<br />in a sudden,it is december again..<br />wow..so fast..let be have a flashback..<br />how much time i been waste before...<br />aiz..december will be a busy month for me..<br />gt a lot of homework,revision.tuition need to carry out..<br />of coz wont less to traveling..<br />but i guess..no time to fun with it..<br />even my chinese new year clothes oso put aside and stop thinking abt it..<br />last week,i went jb for reasonable..<br />so bored..<br />first time i brought such a senseless mood to jb..<br />but i had no mood at all lo...<br />then ar..sat night when to celebrated birthday with friends at light house cafe...<br />oso...quick ok lar..<br />since i tired already..<br />last week really nothing happened lar..<br />i oso dunno want wright what...<br />emm..yaya..my little n73 damaged after i went birthday party..<br />so bad~~cannot even receive any message..<br />so i gotta formate whole phone..<br />sigh..my messages all gone..<br />my important notes and schedule record oso disappear..<br />i hope to chage hp lar~~<br />but...no money no talk what...hahaha...<br />then i knew that that 'ko ko kek',a big justice'son put us aeroplane again..<br />he not going to jb next year..<br />reason is.....scare 'xia sue'...haha..<br />omg..look like..this time i must satirize him hardly..<br />if not,feel not contented..<br />haha..ok lar...<br />is good oso u stay here..we can talk nonsense again...<br />so,welcome back..<br />last few days u blamed that..<br />i not telling any of my mood or thinking to u..<br />i was juz think...<br />what will i tell u?<br />i live quite non-anxiety..<br />accept for some casses..<br />i definitly will 1st person inform u...<br />ya..i admit there a tight knot in myheart..<br />until now still cant open yet..<br />i scare to face it...<br />deuce,i dun dare to think abt relationship this matter..<br />i need some times lar...<br />time is my cure^^<br />i read an article before..abt love...<br />symptomes like me mean that i haven ready yet and my timing haven come yet..<br />so,it need some times to let the person have their responsibilities and confidency..<br />it was true..so,let me have some times...<br />i will tell u all my thinking..<br />from head to leg...if it is the time lar..<br />instead of u..always emo emo emo....<br />dunno want how to help u..<br />dun be such sentimental...<br />i said many times ady..<br />i juz want u happy..<br />juz like that..<br />k lar...really dun have any idea to think what to write....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/STNhWIZj3SI/AAAAAAAAACA/ZJm5x2Hclpk/s1600-h/29112008660.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/STNhWIZj3SI/AAAAAAAAACA/ZJm5x2Hclpk/s320/29112008660.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5274666621420690722" border="0" /></a>having a great celebration party by us to renting...<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">happy birthday^^<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-8242479866026356274?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-64329217185240732622008-11-25T01:16:00.000+08:002008-11-25T01:57:13.804+08:00seen like i ady one week didnt update my blog..<br />haiyo...coz last week i really having a tired week lar..<br />last week kept on went out lim teh wif friends..<br />then fly to far far watch cinema too..<br />then happened the unwanted tragedy somemore..<br />haiz..by the way,last week is the most week that i felt very contented with..<br />with joy,happy,nervous,fear,frighten,high,tired and etc..<br />i oso know some new friends last week..<br />we can talk together and sit in a same boat..<br />talk to our topic without care my or their image..<br />gt what then juz talk what..<br />they very funny..<br />talk with them can become mad..hahaha~~<br />no wonder u all sister geng so close lar~~<br />last week i went melaka for 3 times..<br />first time with a car of girls..<br />went to watch what horrible cinema..the guard post..<br />i not really understand what was the movie starring abt..juz blur~blur~blur~...<br />it was lame..<br />luckily those girls made some effects..<br />so funny to watch with them..hahaha..<br />second times were~ya..still the same..<br />went with them again..watched 'the coffin'..<br />ok lar..gt one scene really frighted me..jumped up from the seat..<br />woke me up from dreaming..hehe^^so chi gei..<br />but when we wanted to back to muar..<br />omg~~something happen..shit~<br />how stupid i am...blah blah blah...<br />so sorry to everyone..i blamed myself lar..<br />but it seen like settle ady..so juz forget abt it..<br />although we went to melaka in a thunder decision,we really enjoyed it..<br />and i oso happy with them..can mad together~<br />although how tired i was,i hope it can change the happy to u..<br />and i succeed...it really make u happy and joyful..<br />i can look back ur confidence and ur smile..<br />so it's worth to high with u all..<br />as long as u happy..<br />third time went melaka were with my sister and her friend..<br />my gosh..i really tired that time..<br />my leg..so pain~~traffic jam somemore...<br />last thursday night,we oso had a gathering..<br />yup..at last,with wei tyng's help,<br />i considered restored the relation with that girl..<br />after shaking haand,no more resentment among us..<br />yup..let it past..but of coz i will beware more precisely next time..<br />coz something will never forgot forever...<br />ok lar~blogging until here..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmuhaupqI/AAAAAAAAABY/qGzAEaEq7Jk/s1600-h/21112008630.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmuhaupqI/AAAAAAAAABY/qGzAEaEq7Jk/s320/21112008630.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272280000709437090" border="0" /></a>yeah^went out lim teh with those girls..tell u all..they can make u mad and high if u talking with them..so funny~great to have friends like them..<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmu3BjGBI/AAAAAAAAABg/rJpKTQXTOQg/s1600-h/21112008631.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmu3BjGBI/AAAAAAAAABg/rJpKTQXTOQg/s320/21112008631.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272280006509402130" border="0" /></a>omg..my hair~~look so stupid~~terrible..no eye see..<br />yaya..i think she is the master mind gua~she make a lot of funny topic to talk abt..happy happy happy talking with her and her gengs^^<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmvBORjwI/AAAAAAAAABo/e1sei2sZENU/s1600-h/22112008635.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmvBORjwI/AAAAAAAAABo/e1sei2sZENU/s320/22112008635.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272280009247133442" border="0" /></a>EYE ON MALAYSIA IN MELAKA<br />i went to sit it with my sister and her friend last saturday..RM10 per person for 6 round..<br />this photo i took myself one..with my little n73..nice right?next time i sure want go there again with my friends..<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmvQudHZI/AAAAAAAAABw/cAvVmXf21ZM/s1600-h/22112008649.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrmvQudHZI/AAAAAAAAABw/cAvVmXf21ZM/s320/22112008649.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272280013408640402" border="0" /></a>i love this picture..taking from the cabin of the eye on m'sia..<br />blue sky link with blue sea..<br />this scene make me feel very comfort and well..<br />despite,i forgot all my sadness in a short while by looking at that scene..<br />it match my truely attributes..<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrnbMKS_lI/AAAAAAAAAB4/5fw1PQqXFnM/s1600-h/22112008652.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SSrnbMKS_lI/AAAAAAAAAB4/5fw1PQqXFnM/s320/22112008652.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272280768097484370" border="0" /></a>BEWARE!!emperor is coming...haha...<br />sitting like a king of china...juz dun have girl beside me..hohoho^^<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-6432921718524073262?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-76619512301141749552008-11-15T09:43:00.000+08:002008-11-15T10:23:54.466+08:00i having a messy week recently..<br />no mater in what aspect..<br />everyone is not perfect in 100%.<br />include me..<br />that's why i want to change..<br />at least approximate to that 100%..<br />u critic me i dun mind..<br />coz i live in earth ady 18 yrs..<br />is time for me to change.<br />be the best of the best.<br />by listening and accept those critic..<br />wherever is true or not true..<br />but dun u think u quite over?<br />u are very sarcastic.<br />u hurt a person,that always help u,sacrify for u..<br />who treat u like her sister.<br />she very very sad,totally depress..<br />she cried one whole night..<br />plus one morning..<br />i dunno what to do.<br />i oso followed unwell..<br />cant sleep juz want to accompany her..<br />i understand her feeling..<br />juz like a knife stab from behind..<br />it is very hurt..<br />as u say,<br />let gone be gone..<br />ok..<br />i will forget abt it and face the tomorrow..<br />but i cannot deny that it is occur a distance in our friendship..<br />coz u already said out those such stimulating statement..<br />i urge u..dun u hurt her anymore..<br />hope i can cope myself with emotional and pressure..<br />what already past,juz let it past.<br />i oso lazy to remember those such mad thing..<br />it will make me unhappy only..<br />friend is everything..<br />frienship forever..<br />next year u same class with me..<br />hope we can communicate juz like before..<br />i retained in 6 atas pintar..<br />as my prediction,its really true..<br />seen like teacher juz want to terrify us..<br />retained in 6AP was my biggest wish during lower 6..<br />i should be happy with it..<br />but..why i not happy while still keeping moody and upset?<br />when i knew that i was retained,my mind was confused..<br />honestly,my tears started flow from eyes in class..<br />not becoz too touched lar..juz..<br />it is so contradict..maybe recently many things happen..<br />stressful gua..and maybe..she cant grow to 1st class..<br />and maybe maybe maybe~~<br />holiday started already..<br />hurray~~<br />i can have time,to refer back my study..<br />and having ghost training during holiday..<br />coz i want to win mah!!<br />this holidays maybe dun have any activity lo..<br />coz my relationship with brother getting colder..<br />but..its good for me too gua~<br />whatever lar..jia you for myself..<br />and to xe,dun be upset already..<br />i not going to thinking it ady..<br />everything already over..<br />let start a new day and new world..<br />be smile always..<br />and take care lar..coz u sick liao..<br />jia you jia you to us o!!<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SR4vD6iR1KI/AAAAAAAAABA/r2uexwws2Cw/s1600-h/14112008606.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SR4vD6iR1KI/AAAAAAAAABA/r2uexwws2Cw/s320/14112008606.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268700358369203362" border="0" /></a><br />with 'anak hakim',tan zhong yan (the one who wear spec) and my friends during the last day of school.we will not be same class next year..so sad..jia you,friends!anak hakim will leaving muar next year,move to jb..<br />so miss him...<br />wish him al the best lar..<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SR4vRsVcWhI/AAAAAAAAABI/1MBJdRg0eqs/s1600-h/14112008607.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SR4vRsVcWhI/AAAAAAAAABI/1MBJdRg0eqs/s320/14112008607.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268700595075439122" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7661951230114174955?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-61386494609209306012008-11-11T00:08:00.000+08:002008-11-11T00:31:40.159+08:00this morning was my school open day..<br />i didn't inform my parents..<br />coz..i not dare..<br />i scare..<br />my results so embarrassing and horrible bad..<br />i feel very regret..what's going on with me?<br />i very frustrated..really upset..<br />i cant imagine that,how horrible i am..<br />but..i tell myself..<br />it is not the end yet..<br />so i decided..not be too active and optimistic..<br />i tell myself..<br />i must work hard,and win them!!<br />is a fact that i drop to intelek class next year..<br />well..i will back..<br />although it's hard to accept..<br />but still have to face it...<br />my mind juz have 'win' this word..<br />it completely fulfilled my mind..<br />no more loser..<br />i sure will do extra hard..and less mix with my gengs le..<br />honestly..i envy with them..<br />juz no reason..<br /><br />u still want me to teach u physics and chemistry?<br />i have no such ability lar..<br />coz even my results were worse than u..<br />i dun dare to teach u..<br />what i dare is~~<br />we study together,discuss together..<br />u said u want win her..<br />yup..i oso want win..<br />even everyone..<br />let us strive together..<br />thx u for giving me such mentally supporting..<br />when the time i was completely down and moody..<br />and u oso always help me although it is so inconvenience..<br />juz let me have a treat for u,ok ma?<br />hope u wont reject and angry lar..<br />coz..<br />i really appreciate what u done to me..<br />in ur blog,i was completely touched..<br />cant express the feeling when i read it..<br />juz can say,it is amazing..<br />and very 'warm'..<br /><br />tmr start spm for form 5 student le..<br />i sent a msg to my....friend...<br />she seen confident..<br />but getting illness<br />hope she can do well lar..<br />and more take care<br />and hope she can succeed everything lo..<br />coz..we are still friend..<br />she also can put down everything face the world..<br />i was glad that she is changing..<br />more mature ady..<br /><br />start from now,i will do more harder..<br />more studious..<br />once again i emphasize that..<br />I WONT LOSE!!<br />I WILL BE BACK!!<br />I WANT CREATE MIRACLE!!!<br /><br /><span style="font-family:webdings;">--好胜心的蓝天</span>--<br /> SKY<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-6138649460920930601?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-24478935432715031552008-11-08T00:08:00.000+08:002008-11-08T00:14:45.855+08:00today very moody and depress...<br />coz i make her angry to me..<br />although i dunno what reason make she so irritated to me..<br />what do i do?<br />i really dunno..<br />sometimes,i really hope to search and understand for her kindness heart..<br />but until now i still dunno..<br />why women's heart so hard to understand one?<br />by the way,hope u forgive me lar..<br />coz..i really easily get influence by u..<br />aiz..so emo now..<br />tmr party maybe i wont go..<br />no mood to have fun..<br />today,blue sky had been turn to dark sky..<br />tmr will be a new day..<br />hope i will be ok..<br />tmr still gt muet..<br />hope i can put my all hiccup down and concentrate to do it..<br />argh..<br />my mind contented with her~~<br />dunno lar dunno lar...<br />no mood blogging le..<br />good luck to me..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-2447893543271503155?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-10255030647467803892008-11-02T23:34:00.000+08:002008-11-03T00:14:25.023+08:00wow..1 week didnt posting lo..<br />hmm..<br />what happen during 1 week?<br />let me think..<br />wow..gt a lot wor..<br />gt sour,sweet,bitter and spicy..<br /><br />let start with sour..<br />wow..haizz..<br />since i met accident last 2 weeks,i cannot do anything,include playing badminton..<br />becoz of it i oso cannot participate in badminton tournament organise by badminton club.<br />wow..i had promised someone to partner with me..<br />but everything was broken..<br />my god..maybe it was destiny..<br />directly my partner go find the other man to play..<br />omg..honestly,i felt very upset,depress, and disappoint when they talking abt it in my class last few day..<br />look like i ate vinegar already..<br />wow..but how?<br />although i not very happy,but need to support her,right?<br />very weird and contradict..<br />why i have that such feeling in my mind?<br />what i really think i oso dunno wor..<br />hmm...<br /><br />then is sweet..<br />hmm..during this week,not really had sweet thing happened lo..<br />the happiest thing is,i finally finish organised the ICT club farewell party sucessfully..<br />it was on saturday night..<br />and quite a lot of ppl go too..<br />we really enjoy a lot..<br />although i had to spent more money by personally to by the things and materials..<br />president of a club really not an easy job ar..<br /><br />next is bitter..<br />hmm..quite lot..<br />most main factor is my wound on my leg..<br />inflame again..damn pain..<br />then friday afternoon had to go and walk few supermarket and wet market to buy the materials of steamboat..<br />due to it,my wound bleeding again at that time..<br />driving somemore,make my leg feel very unwell..<br />but i had no idea at that time..<br />coz i must have my responsibility to the club..<br />juz want it to sucessfull and try to let every guess enjoyable..<br />sorry again to XE..<br />for break ur advice again lar..<br />hope u understand me..<br /><br />finally is spicy..<br />haiyo..so sad..<br />i cannot eat spicy things at some moment lar..<br />but i still want eat..<br />so,it considered as 'steal eat'..<br />spicy spicy~~what thing make me feel 'spicy'?<br />maybe was the moment that u decided to partner wif another man that time gua...<br />blah blah blah~~dunno lar..<br />juz forget abt it..<br /><br />---ADDITIONAL----<br />within last week,i having a cold war with her..<br />so stupid me..why suddenly like that?<br />even other ppls can see that..<br />not i dunwant to talk to her..<br />juz..feel awkward..<br />then i cant match the topic..<br />and oso....felt very inferior to talk..<br />coz they all will stay in pintar class while i maybe drop to intelek class next time..<br />felt a gap and obstacle block our distance..<br />really scare to think it..<br />i prayed a lot..<br />hope i wont drop to intelek next year..<br />but...haiz..i scare that will happen..<br />how i gonna face everyone?<br />i very regret..if let me have a chance to chance my past,i will work more harder in my study..<br />no more fool and lazy..<br />in the badminton tournament,i felt that,my godmum looked nervous and depress..<br />especially after she defeated by other team..<br />juz keep~~quite~~like that..<br />then my friend,ka siang also looked weird and keep on blame himself..<br />dunno lar..hope thay will fine and restored juz like before..<br />during farewell party,a lot of ppl really help me a lot..<br />especially my brother,guan sem and ka siang..my godmum yen leng oso..<br />really appreciated and thankful to them..<br />of coz wont forget the others lar..<br />everyone was halping me until the end..thx u..<br />i cannot not go Gamex exhibition last saturday at melaka..<br />really really sad...becoz of my leg..<br />haiz...lost the scenary of comic world..<br />and oso cannot see the costplay characters..hehe..<br />i think~~i have nothing to write already..<br />what i want to say,already said out..<br />juz want wish me..<br />quick recovered,,and retain at pintar class next year..<br />and to XE,jia you...<br />and sorry for my ignorant,stubborn and etc..<br /><br />to the viewer of my blog,<br />hope u leave some comment ya..<br /><br />sKy^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1025503064746780389?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-47658105217313031162008-10-26T23:26:00.000+08:002008-10-26T23:40:09.879+08:00yesterday u asked me..<br />whether the rumor in school is true or not..<br />i think a whole night..<br />i really hesitate..<br />i really dunno..<br />i cant confirm whether my answer is true or not..<br />i not escape from that question.<br />just i need some times to reply u that question..<br />when it is my timing,i will tell u the answer,ok?<br />dun angry me again lar..<br />everytimes let u angry..i oso dun have any idea..<br /><br />well..one of my friend,who very interesting and special...<br />may not continue his study anymore..<br />coz his family facing financial problem..<br />i really want help him..but..<br />mok,if u need any help,juz tell me,k?<br />i will find ways to help u..<br />juz dun give up ur study,k?<br />we all support u..<br />and pls monster goh..<br />dun u think he nice to be bully by u..<br />stop bully him!!<br />if u still bully him,even though i now temporary disabled,i still have ability to kick u out from school!!<br />no mood to blogging..<br /><br />xe,dun angry me,k?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-4765810521731303116?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-75858026980178241122008-10-25T23:51:00.000+08:002008-10-26T23:49:11.473+08:00already 11 days,my wound on my hand is getting better..<br />but my leg still wrap with gauze..<br />still feel pain when walk..<br />haiz...when will me completely recover?<br />i really hope to jump higher and higher in a nick of time..<br />finally my fianl year exam results already come out..<br />and my average mark juz 2.58..<br />feel shame...it nearly to decide me to go to second class next year..<br />i fell really sad,disappointed and frustrated..<br />why i still lazy in lower 6?<br />come on,soon seng,u must correct ur bad habit..<br />dun be lazy..<br />aiz..dunno la..i must change..<br />dear my ppl around us,i want inform that,i will back to my normal condition,strive for the best,score well in exam,and win u!!!<br />i must do harder!!!<br />jia you,soon seng!!<br />sorry lar xin er..<br />i not meant to not obey ur advice..<br />juz suddenly felt that i not suit to go with u all..<br />since my exam result so terrible..<br />i feel very self-abased..<br />my mood completely down yesterday afternoon..<br />very emo and emo..<br />juz dun angry me,k?<br />i know ur advices were for my own good..<br />i know u care me..<br />but i didnt appreciate it..<br />sorry..i really bad...<br />hmm..get my jay chou album already..<br />well...ok lar..satisfy with it..<br />quite worth lor..<br />gt poster and cd album...<br />juz dun have toy..<br />and i quite like this album..<br />the songs is nice..<br />look like i need to spend sometimes to memorise the lyrics again..<br />then find chance to rap to u all..<br />hehehe...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SQSQ_ZViEJI/AAAAAAAAAAw/TBCPGeJJ9TE/s1600-h/22102008570.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SQSQ_ZViEJI/AAAAAAAAAAw/TBCPGeJJ9TE/s320/22102008570.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5261489683482939538" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SQSQ-sKRTyI/AAAAAAAAAAo/rGWu7ANmWu8/s1600-h/22102008568.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_GF6Iz-42XKs/SQSQ-sKRTyI/AAAAAAAAAAo/rGWu7ANmWu8/s320/22102008568.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5261489671356108578" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7585802698017824112?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-16929270861830264642008-10-20T00:13:00.000+08:002008-10-20T00:19:37.013+08:00haiz..dunno is i no luck or what,once again,i having an accident again..<br />and exactly same as last time condition and situation..<br />well..of coz it is pain..but how?<br />i oso cannot keep screaming what..<br />everyday have to go elizabeth wash the wound..<br />wow..it is absolutely like...<br />cant express how my feeling..juz have pain in my mind..<br />especially the 3rd day after the accident..<br />my leg swelled then the nurse still wash and cut off the die skin..<br />i juz like a chicken which been cut its neck..<br />terrible pain..<br />haiz..when my leg can recover?<br />i really hope during this 3-4 days..coz i really have a lot of thing to do..<br />take abt results..<br />i feel that,i will be drop to second class next year..<br />coz my average point very low..<br />although i get all principle results..<br />dunno la..<br />let destiny to determine it..<br />may god bless me..<br />stay in 6 atas pintar next year..<br />faithfully wish to god...<br />please.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-1692927086183026464?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-79373887783718335612008-09-01T00:32:00.000+08:002008-09-01T00:53:22.992+08:00wow..happy independent day to malaysia..<br />what do i contribute for nation and country?<br />while...my dad got pay income tax..is that can consider as patriotism?<br />haha..<br />not juz that,last wednesday,i sacrified my energy,to draw and colour the 350m national flag by squating myself above the floor..<br />from 12pm to 6.30pm..show that i am a patrotism person..<br />because of it,my leg cramp and extremely pain until now..<br />but luckily still feel some satisfiable and contented...<br />today ntg special..<br />didn't go out celebrate..<br />coz feel very lazy and boring..<br />stay at home watch tv,make revision better..<br />prepare for my upcoming exam.<br />i cannot lose!!<br />i must win!!<br />i must win them!!!<br />juz now suddenly feel like myself get betrayed by my friend..<br />i feel very angry and hurt..<br />why say me so?<br />is that wrong knowing friends?<br />why they still want make it worst and tell it to other person?<br />not just this time..already many times u all do that to me..<br />it juz like a person take a knife and assassinate at behind me..<br />feel like i had been killed without screaming opportunity..<br />i hate ppl betrayed me!!!!!!!<br />hate!!!!hate!!!<br />haiz...ok la..calm down~~nothing will harm me.<br />juz take it easy and forget abt it..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-7937388778371833561?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7036812455406824762.post-60154119570905901102008-08-31T01:33:00.001+08:002008-08-31T01:33:58.930+08:00be apart by 2 years,i continue to write my everything in blog..<br />now,i am a 18 yrs old man...<br />no more a kid like before already...<br />if i commited in any crime,i will send to jail..<br />of coz 18 yrs old man sure will have matured and rational thinking..<br />i now is a pre-university student...<br />wow..<br />sound like so profesional..<br />but,actually i juz a form 6 student..<br />and still study in HSM...<br />argh...so bored and annoying..<br />hope to finish it in a nick of eyes..<br />after taking my spm result,i was struggling to think and decide which path is the best to further my study..<br />i dun like form 6...<br />i oso cant get in matric..<br />private college?i still dun want to become luxurious ppl..<br />coz it spent a lot of money..<br />at last,had to go for form 6..<br />wow..now i step to form 6..<br />i feel that,i was not wrong to choosing that..<br />coz it really useful,wonderful..<br />i can learn a lot in form 6..<br />oso can now many new friends...<br />but the lesson is very hard..<br />i scare i cant follow up..<br />not more than 2 month will be having muet test...<br />with my terrible english,is quite impossible to get band 4..<br />follow is final exam in october...<br />i scare i will drop and stream to second class..<br />i must strive for it!!!<br />must become an outstanding person in my class!!<br />in form 6,i have mix different kind of friends..<br />they very kindly and friendly..<br />i had my wonderful 18th birthday celebration this year..<br />thx for ur 'huan huan' doll,friend..<br />i very appreciate it!!<br />love u all~~<br />i now become the vice president of leo club...<br />dunno can say happy or not..<br />coz i really to wish to take that post...<br />but my teacher come to find me to lead the club..<br />but do i have that qualification?<br />initially teacher asked me to be president...<br />i rejected it...<br />but i dun want disappointed my teacher,so i take the vice president post...<br />besides, i oso have been chosen to become president of computer club..<br />i wont give up that club!!<br />coz i like computer!!<br />ok next talking abt love..<br />well..i become single back since last year december..<br />coz some reason..<br />sorry to make her hurt..<br />hope she can be more happy without me...<br />and of coz my timing still haven come yet...<br />so i want concentrate on my study first...<br />ok la...i think i better stop here...<br />next time only continue..<br /><br />written by,<br />sKy^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7036812455406824762-6015411957090590110?l=bluesky9028.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>顺升http://www.blogger.com/profile/04161887017488683271noreply@blogger.com0