Independent Day

wow..happy independent day to malaysia..
what do i contribute for nation and country?
while...my dad got pay income tax..is that can consider as patriotism?
haha..
not juz that,last wednesday,i sacrified my energy,to draw and colour the 350m national flag by squating myself above the floor..
from 12pm to 6.30pm..show that i am a patrotism person..
because of it,my leg cramp and extremely pain until now..
but luckily still feel some satisfiable and contented...
today ntg special..
didn't go out celebrate..
coz feel very lazy and boring..
stay at home watch tv,make revision better..
prepare for my upcoming exam.
i cannot lose!!
i must win!!
i must win them!!!
juz now suddenly feel like myself get betrayed by my friend..
i feel very angry and hurt..
why say me so?
is that wrong knowing friends?
why they still want make it worst and tell it to other person?
not just this time..already many times u all do that to me..
it juz like a person take a knife and assassinate at behind me..
feel like i had been killed without screaming opportunity..
i hate ppl betrayed me!!!!!!!
hate!!!!hate!!!
haiz...ok la..calm down~~nothing will harm me.
juz take it easy and forget abt it..