seen like i ady one week didnt update my blog..
haiyo...coz last week i really having a tired week lar..
last week kept on went out lim teh wif friends..
then fly to far far watch cinema too..
then happened the unwanted tragedy somemore..
haiz..by the way,last week is the most week that i felt very contented with..
with joy,happy,nervous,fear,frighten,high,tired and etc..
i oso know some new friends last week..
we can talk together and sit in a same boat..
talk to our topic without care my or their image..
gt what then juz talk what..
they very funny..
talk with them can become mad..hahaha~~
no wonder u all sister geng so close lar~~
last week i went melaka for 3 times..
first time with a car of girls..
went to watch what horrible cinema..the guard post..
i not really understand what was the movie starring abt..juz blur~blur~blur~...
it was lame..
luckily those girls made some effects..
so funny to watch with them..hahaha..
second times were~ya..still the same..
went with them again..watched 'the coffin'..
ok lar..gt one scene really frighted me..jumped up from the seat..
woke me up from dreaming..hehe^^so chi gei..
but when we wanted to back to muar..
omg~~something happen..shit~
how stupid i am...blah blah blah...
so sorry to everyone..i blamed myself lar..
but it seen like settle ady..so juz forget abt it..
although we went to melaka in a thunder decision,we really enjoyed it..
and i oso happy with them..can mad together~
although how tired i was,i hope it can change the happy to u..
and i succeed...it really make u happy and joyful..
i can look back ur confidence and ur smile..
so it's worth to high with u all..
as long as u happy..
third time went melaka were with my sister and her friend..
my gosh..i really tired that time..
my leg..so pain~~traffic jam somemore...
last thursday night,we oso had a gathering..
yup..at last,with wei tyng's help,
i considered restored the relation with that girl..
after shaking haand,no more resentment among us..
yup..let it past..but of coz i will beware more precisely next time..
coz something will never forgot forever...
ok lar~blogging until here..

yeah^went out lim teh with those girls..tell u all..they can make u mad and high if u talking with them..so funny~great to have friends like them..

omg..my hair~~look so stupid~~terrible..no eye see..
yaya..i think she is the master mind gua~she make a lot of funny topic to talk abt..happy happy happy talking with her and her gengs^^

EYE ON MALAYSIA IN MELAKA
i went to sit it with my sister and her friend last saturday..RM10 per person for 6 round..
this photo i took myself one..with my little n73..nice right?next time i sure want go there again with my friends..i love this picture..taking from the cabin of the eye on m'sia..
blue sky link with blue sea..
this scene make me feel very comfort and well..
despite,i forgot all my sadness in a short while by looking at that scene..
it match my truely attributes..
BEWARE!!emperor is coming...haha...
sitting like a king of china...juz dun have girl beside me..hohoho^^

i having a messy week recently..
no mater in what aspect..
everyone is not perfect in 100%.
include me..
that's why i want to change..
at least approximate to that 100%..
u critic me i dun mind..
coz i live in earth ady 18 yrs..
is time for me to change.
be the best of the best.
by listening and accept those critic..
wherever is true or not true..
but dun u think u quite over?
u are very sarcastic.
u hurt a person,that always help u,sacrify for u..
who treat u like her sister.
she very very sad,totally depress..
she cried one whole night..
plus one morning..
i dunno what to do.
i oso followed unwell..
cant sleep juz want to accompany her..
i understand her feeling..
juz like a knife stab from behind..
it is very hurt..
as u say,
let gone be gone..
ok..
i will forget abt it and face the tomorrow..
but i cannot deny that it is occur a distance in our friendship..
coz u already said out those such stimulating statement..
i urge u..dun u hurt her anymore..
hope i can cope myself with emotional and pressure..
what already past,juz let it past.
i oso lazy to remember those such mad thing..
it will make me unhappy only..
friend is everything..
frienship forever..
next year u same class with me..
hope we can communicate juz like before..
i retained in 6 atas pintar..
as my prediction,its really true..
seen like teacher juz want to terrify us..
retained in 6AP was my biggest wish during lower 6..
i should be happy with it..
but..why i not happy while still keeping moody and upset?
when i knew that i was retained,my mind was confused..
honestly,my tears started flow from eyes in class..
not becoz too touched lar..juz..
it is so contradict..maybe recently many things happen..
stressful gua..and maybe..she cant grow to 1st class..
and maybe maybe maybe~~
holiday started already..
hurray~~
i can have time,to refer back my study..
and having ghost training during holiday..
coz i want to win mah!!
this holidays maybe dun have any activity lo..
coz my relationship with brother getting colder..
but..its good for me too gua~
whatever lar..jia you for myself..
and to xe,dun be upset already..
i not going to thinking it ady..
everything already over..
let start a new day and new world..
be smile always..
and take care lar..coz u sick liao..
jia you jia you to us o!!

with 'anak hakim',tan zhong yan (the one who wear spec) and my friends during the last day of school.we will not be same class next year..so sad..jia you,friends!anak hakim will leaving muar next year,move to jb..
so miss him...
wish him al the best lar..

this morning was my school open day..
i didn't inform my parents..
coz..i not dare..
i scare..
my results so embarrassing and horrible bad..
i feel very regret..what's going on with me?
i very frustrated..really upset..
i cant imagine that,how horrible i am..
but..i tell myself..
it is not the end yet..
so i decided..not be too active and optimistic..
i tell myself..
i must work hard,and win them!!
is a fact that i drop to intelek class next year..
well..i will back..
although it's hard to accept..
but still have to face it...
my mind juz have 'win' this word..
it completely fulfilled my mind..
no more loser..
i sure will do extra hard..and less mix with my gengs le..
honestly..i envy with them..
juz no reason..

u still want me to teach u physics and chemistry?
i have no such ability lar..
coz even my results were worse than u..
i dun dare to teach u..
what i dare is~~
we study together,discuss together..
u said u want win her..
yup..i oso want win..
even everyone..
let us strive together..
thx u for giving me such mentally supporting..
when the time i was completely down and moody..
and u oso always help me although it is so inconvenience..
juz let me have a treat for u,ok ma?
hope u wont reject and angry lar..
coz..
i really appreciate what u done to me..
in ur blog,i was completely touched..
cant express the feeling when i read it..
juz can say,it is amazing..
and very 'warm'..

tmr start spm for form 5 student le..
i sent a msg to my....friend...
she seen confident..
but getting illness
hope she can do well lar..
and more take care
and hope she can succeed everything lo..
coz..we are still friend..
she also can put down everything face the world..
i was glad that she is changing..
more mature ady..

start from now,i will do more harder..
more studious..
once again i emphasize that..
I WONT LOSE!!
I WILL BE BACK!!
I WANT CREATE MIRACLE!!!

--好胜心的蓝天--
SKY

today very moody and depress...
coz i make her angry to me..
although i dunno what reason make she so irritated to me..
what do i do?
i really dunno..
sometimes,i really hope to search and understand for her kindness heart..
but until now i still dunno..
why women's heart so hard to understand one?
by the way,hope u forgive me lar..
coz..i really easily get influence by u..
aiz..so emo now..
tmr party maybe i wont go..
no mood to have fun..
today,blue sky had been turn to dark sky..
tmr will be a new day..
hope i will be ok..
tmr still gt muet..
hope i can put my all hiccup down and concentrate to do it..
argh..
my mind contented with her~~
dunno lar dunno lar...
no mood blogging le..
good luck to me..

wow..1 week didnt posting lo..
hmm..
what happen during 1 week?
let me think..
wow..gt a lot wor..
gt sour,sweet,bitter and spicy..

let start with sour..
wow..haizz..
since i met accident last 2 weeks,i cannot do anything,include playing badminton..
becoz of it i oso cannot participate in badminton tournament organise by badminton club.
wow..i had promised someone to partner with me..
but everything was broken..
my god..maybe it was destiny..
directly my partner go find the other man to play..
omg..honestly,i felt very upset,depress, and disappoint when they talking abt it in my class last few day..
look like i ate vinegar already..
wow..but how?
although i not very happy,but need to support her,right?
very weird and contradict..
why i have that such feeling in my mind?
what i really think i oso dunno wor..
hmm...

then is sweet..
hmm..during this week,not really had sweet thing happened lo..
the happiest thing is,i finally finish organised the ICT club farewell party sucessfully..
it was on saturday night..
and quite a lot of ppl go too..
we really enjoy a lot..
although i had to spent more money by personally to by the things and materials..
president of a club really not an easy job ar..

next is bitter..
hmm..quite lot..
most main factor is my wound on my leg..
inflame again..damn pain..
then friday afternoon had to go and walk few supermarket and wet market to buy the materials of steamboat..
due to it,my wound bleeding again at that time..
driving somemore,make my leg feel very unwell..
but i had no idea at that time..
coz i must have my responsibility to the club..
juz want it to sucessfull and try to let every guess enjoyable..
sorry again to XE..
for break ur advice again lar..
hope u understand me..

finally is spicy..
haiyo..so sad..
i cannot eat spicy things at some moment lar..
but i still want eat..
so,it considered as 'steal eat'..
spicy spicy~~what thing make me feel 'spicy'?
maybe was the moment that u decided to partner wif another man that time gua...
blah blah blah~~dunno lar..
juz forget abt it..

---ADDITIONAL----
within last week,i having a cold war with her..
so stupid me..why suddenly like that?
even other ppls can see that..
not i dunwant to talk to her..
juz..feel awkward..
then i cant match the topic..
and oso....felt very inferior to talk..
coz they all will stay in pintar class while i maybe drop to intelek class next time..
felt a gap and obstacle block our distance..
really scare to think it..
i prayed a lot..
hope i wont drop to intelek next year..
but...haiz..i scare that will happen..
how i gonna face everyone?
i very regret..if let me have a chance to chance my past,i will work more harder in my study..
no more fool and lazy..
in the badminton tournament,i felt that,my godmum looked nervous and depress..
especially after she defeated by other team..
juz keep~~quite~~like that..
then my friend,ka siang also looked weird and keep on blame himself..
dunno lar..hope thay will fine and restored juz like before..
during farewell party,a lot of ppl really help me a lot..
especially my brother,guan sem and ka siang..my godmum yen leng oso..
really appreciated and thankful to them..
of coz wont forget the others lar..
everyone was halping me until the end..thx u..
i cannot not go Gamex exhibition last saturday at melaka..
really really sad...becoz of my leg..
haiz...lost the scenary of comic world..
and oso cannot see the costplay characters..hehe..
i think~~i have nothing to write already..
what i want to say,already said out..
juz want wish me..
quick recovered,,and retain at pintar class next year..
and to XE,jia you...
and sorry for my ignorant,stubborn and etc..

to the viewer of my blog,
hope u leave some comment ya..

sKy^^